The Clue

Chapter four : It's happening

A month had gone , Ana didn't have any nightmares , her father saw Sally much , she also came home a few .. She didn't feel twards Sally that hate she felt twards her at first , maybe a little but .. no problem. She probably forgot about everything made her worry .. and that also was a good thing made her happier .

One day , Mr. Brent went to see Sally , it was in particular january the fifth . He

seemed happier than usual , Ana didn't care at all . She just sat and made her homework .

She went to school two weeks ago , but it wasn't like she had expected there were problems with Sou . There was a new guy at school , probably all the girls run after him .. even Sou was from those girls who want any cute guy to date her .. what the hell she's doing ? Thought Ana while solving a problem in the maths homework , anyway , she also had a big argument with Sou from about two days , becuse of Sou's behavior to her , she probably lost her touch with Ana , NO ! Not probably , she lost all her touch with Ana . Ana didn't have any friends at school , she was not a stranger , but she was kind of diffrent . So , you know , girls don't like to have a diffrent friend . Only Sou chose her to be her bestie , but now she kind of left her for that guy . Ana was the only girl who stayed in her side .. if someone wants to talk to her , here go ahead , if they don't okay as you like , she didn't care about the new guy , she had another things to care about , things more important , she had to build her private life first then .. draw her outer life , she always believed that if you want to make any relationships you have to be ready .

If you wanna look out of the window , you may first build a house .. yes , she had to build her life, but how ?

An hour or two her father came it was 10:25 pm , Mr. Brent was umm kind of feeling uncomfortably , Ana felt that in her bones , there was something wrong .. she didn't ask him to eat , she knew he ate with Sally ..

" Dad are you okay ? "

"Fine , yeah , but umm I wanted to talk to you about somethin' "

" what is it ?"

He took a deep breath ,Ana knew it holded much words he sat on the couche beside Ana and started talking "Umm you know , your mother and I divorced 3 years probably so , umm .. " he looked kind of hesitated

"You kinda live alone and I'm all day at work , I'm just afraid on youfrom staying more than half a day alone without an adult, I just wanna you to be quiet safe , I mean I need another one to live here with us ... I mean isn't it a big house with only two persons .. "

"Dad what do you want me to know , what is the important thing you want me to understand " she said impatiently , feeling afraid , her heart was about to be in her mouth it was pounding so hard , her eyes were holding screams , she just was praying in mind , that her father do not say the word that she feared the most .. but it have been said ...

"I'm gonna marry " he said quickly .

"Who ? Sally " she said quietly with a frightened tone ,

"Yeah isn't that awsome ? " his tone sounded like he was quiet happy .

" NO IT'S NOT , I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF .. IF YOU WANNA MARRY , JUST MARRY MARGIN .. I THOUGHT YOU LOVED HER " a lot of tears got into her eyes , she felt as if she was in a nightmare again .

"Sally's so nice you'll love her trust me "

"I WILL NEVER LOVE A WOMAN WHO TRIES TO STEAL MY FATHER "

"she doesn't try to steal me , I'm the one who asked her for the marrage and she agreed " he said with a fake calm tone .

"I DON'T AGREE ! " she yelled with a scream in your voice .

"I DON'T NEED YOUR AGREEMENT , I WILL MARRY HER IF YOYU WANT OR NOT , GO TO YOUR ROOM " HE YELLED

"Even better .. " she whispered , as she was going up the stairs .. before entering her room she yelled up

"I HATE YOU AND I DON'T WANNA LIVE WITH YOU " she was about to cry .

Ana closed the door so hard , it made the wall kind of hesitate . Ana lay on the bed with her face on the pillow , she was feeling as if was in the nightmare again , but this time it was diffrent , she was in a nightmare that never ends . She was crying so hard , even she coulden't stop , her pillow was wet , wet of her tears , she didn't know why would she care about her father's marriage ?! Maybe because of her mother , or maybe ... maybe what .. it was because of her mother , her mother that she doesn't know anything about her , she doesn't know if she was an orphan or what ? She only wish if her previous life returns , it wasn't a perfect life , but it was normal at least . She was crying , crying , crying , crying , then fell asleep .

She saw her mother wants to murder her again in her father's marriage .. but this time because of Ana's sadness , she waited until she was killed , she didn't escape from her mother .. and if really this dream means something , it's obviously , while the marrage of her father , she will ne murdered , with whome in particular she doesn't know , but it will not be her mother of course .

The next day she woke up , wasn't afraid of the dream , she probably knew what was going to happen , when the hell day will come , she didn't ask Mr. Brent when will the marrage be , "I don't care even " she said darkly . She didn't have breakfast with her father , she doesn't want to eat with someone who don't care about her at all , about her life , Ana thought that Mr. Brent used the problem of leaving her alone half day to marry Sally , she didn't believe him , she knew he was in love with her , but if her wants to make a new family why doesn't he send me to mom Ana thought while walkimg to school . What a hell of the life . "I hate myself , I hate my father , I hate my entire life " she said while throwing rocks in the river . She had finally got to the school , "welcome to the second hell of my life " she was walking in the back of the school , she looked at her leg while walking , her sneakers looked old , very old . She kept walking , it wasn't the time of the first section yet . She was walking walking but suddenly she had hit in something no in someone , he was .. was .. he was Jeremy Tom (the new guy ) she was hesitated , she felt shy , it was her fault , she had ro apologize " sorry , I'm very sorry I didn't mean that .. "

"It's fine .. "

"Ohh okay , goodbye then " Ana was feelin shy , she wanted the ground to open up and swallow her .. her white face looked red , her yellow hair wasn't combed probably , her light hazel eyes were kind of red .. she looked as if she was crying all night and that was exactly what happened ..

She met Sou in her way , she looked angry ,

" hour plan have been succeded ? "Said Sou coldly

"What plan ? "

"You know what I mean , don't act like an idiot don't know anything "

Ana became angrier than she is ... "WHAT PLAN JUST SAY IT .. AND DON'T NEED SOMEBODY TO PLAYBA JOKE ON ME , I DON'T NEEF MORE PROBLEMS THAN THOSE IN MY LIFE "she yelled

"Your plan to get Jeremy do you undr.. " Ana coulden't make her even complete her talk .

"I DIDN'T MAKE ANY PLAN , YOU ARE LIKE A BITCH , WANNA DATE ANYBODY , YOU ARE NO FRIEND TO ME , YOU JUST FORGOT ME BECAUSE OF A GUY WHO CAME TO SCHOOL .. I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU OR ABOUT THIS STUPID GUY YOU ARE RUNNING LIKE DOGS AFTER ." Her voice turned from yelling in screaming filled with tears .

" ohh you what problems , your father wanna marry , it's ordinary all the men do that after devorcing with there drunk wifes ."

Ana was in shock she felt regret about how such secrets she've told Sou , now all her life , her private ones , are in the people's hand , Ana ran she wanted to escape , she felt horrible , horrible sad ..

She just needed someone to trust , someone to talk to ..