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Kihyun P.O.V

I walked quickly down the halls of my school as I felt the tears stinging my eyes, threatening spill over in front of all the students in the school. I rushed into the nearest bathroom and immediately collapsed in the floor,  pulling my knees to my chest as I felt the tears flow from eyes down to my cheeks.

    Useless. I thought to myself. This is why no one likes you,  you can't even control your stupid crying I remembered what happened in class and began to cry more.

    In the middle of class I had an anxiety attack but couldn't get up to leave, so I just had to sit there, crying and shaking as people around whispered and looked at me.
   
    I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn't notice the bathroom door open and close. I heard foot steps come closer to me and I looked up slowly.

    "Kihyun" The figure whispered. Once the tears had gone away and my vision wasn't so blurry, I realized it was Shownu, the boy I had a crush on since middle school.

    I moved backwards on the floor until my back hit the wall. "Hey, it's ok. What's wrong, Kihyunnie? I seen you crying and then immediately run out of class when the bell rang."

    I just shook my head and looked at him. He reached his hand out to my face and flinched away slightly before allowing him to put his hand on my cheek and wipe my tears away. I leaned into his touch slightly because it felt really good having my crush of 5 years finally touch me and notice me.

    "You know you can tell me why you were crying. I know we don't talk that much, but that doesn't mean you can't trust me." I nodded and shrugged slightly.

    He moved his hand to hold my much smaller one and give it a reassuring squeeze. I take a deep breath before saying "I was just having a panic attack."
 
    He moved closer to me and hugged me gently. I wrapped my arms around his neck and lay my head on his shoulder. I soak up his warmth and it helps me to stop shaking a little bit.

    "Why are you so caring? You barely know me." I whispered with my head still on his shoulder. He pulls back slightly to look into my eyes.

    "Because..." he hesitated and I began to get nervous for some weird reason. "... I really like you Kihyunnie" I gasp and blush at his words.

    "And, I don't just mean as a friend. I wanna take you on dates, and care for you. I wanna make sure you know you are loved and I wanna hold you tight and tell you how beautiful you are." I feel a tear roll my cheeks and he reached out and wiped it away. I throw myself into his arms and cry.

    "No no no. I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to upset you." He says as he tightens his arms around me.

    I sit up and shake my head. "I'm not upset, I'm happy. I've liked you since the 7th grade." He smiled at me and leaned closer as he gently pressed a kiss to my forehead.

    I moved closer and placed my lips on his. He held my waist and pulled me on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck as we continued to kiss, pouring all of the bottled up emotions into this one kiss.

    Once we part for air, I lay my head on his chest and he wraps his arms around my waist. "Kihyun-baby?" I hummed into his chest as a response. "Would you like to go on a date with me, and maybe be my boyfriend?" He whispered shyly.

    I giggled and said "Nothing would make me happier." I feel him press a kiss to the top of my head and nuzzle into my hair.

   
    I giggled quietly and said  "Come on, we have to get to our next class." He smiled at me and nodded. We both got up and walked to class hand-in-hand.