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AM I WRONG? KIM TAEHYUNG💜

genre: angst with happy ending.
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«WHY ARE YOU DOING ALL THIS? DO YOU WANNA HURT ME, DON'T YOU?                   WHY Y/N..WHY?»

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Taehyung's eyes were full of anger and sadness. Tears threatened to come out from his eyes, but he was too proud to cry.

Too proud to tell you that he loved you more than his life itself, that his heart beat only for you, that he'd never be able to live without you.

Six years together.

They could seem a few months, but not for him.

The first time you met, your first date, your gaffe together, your first kiss, your first time, and finally your first "I love you"...

Yeah, the first but also the last.

Unlike you, it wasn't easy for him telling such an important thing like that. Actually, he wasn't the introverted type of boy, but inwardly, he knew how difficult showing his feelings was for him, feeling insecure and stupid just at the thought of it. The more time passed away and the more doubts got into her head.

It all started with that «Taetae, maybe we should break up.»

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Taehyung's face turned suddenly white: he wasn't realizing what was happening that moment.

«Y-y/n, what are you saying babe?», his voice trembling.

«I don't wanna repeat it again. I love you, you know it. You can't imagine how hard is for me telling this to you, but trust me, I'm doing this for your sake. I wanna be honest with you: I feel ignored. I need a "I love you" sometimes, I wanna be sure that you love me and that you'll always continue loving me, that I'm your first priority and that you'll never let me go. I don't know if I am the real problem...am I not enough for you? Maybe I deluded myself for the whole time, didn't I?»

«Do you really think this of me?»

«Well, yes..and I think that it'd be better if we take a break to think about our feelings.»

«WHAT THE FUCK IS THERE TO THINK ABOUT IT, WHAT?!?», his voice made you shiver.

You had never seen him like that before.

«I..»

«Am I wrong? Have I ever done or told you something wrong? Have I ever lied to you?»

«No, but-»

«SO WHAT Y/N? DO YOU THINK THIS IS HARD ONLY FOR YOU? If you think that you're the only one who is suffering..well, you're wrong. I feel you when you say that you feel shitty when I don't tell you "I love you", but have you ever tried just for one second to think about me?»

«Tae..I-I'm sorry, I..»

«You know what? Words are just words, but a gesture no. It makes a mark. Maybe I can't tell you that I love you in front of our friends or when we're making love,  but trust me, I've never stopped loving you since the first day our eyes met each other, since you spoke to me for the first time..our first kiss, our first time when we both lost our virginity..AND NOW WHY ARE YOU DOING ALL THIS? DO YOU WANNA HURT ME, DON'T YOU? WHY Y/N..WHY?»

Tears were falling from his eyes, everything was overwhelming him, he couldn't keep his feelings anymore, he couldn't cry every night because of the words untold to you, it hurt him too much.

«You're beautiful when you get embarrassed for a compliment, when your hair is messy and you don't put makeup on, when you wake up in the morning and when you go to sleep..»

His words were authentic, he was opening his heart to you.

«I always loose myself into your eyes like an idiot, thinking about you lucky I am for having you. I've got butterflies in my stomach everytime you kiss me, you whisper into my ear, you touch me. You smell is unmistakable, I could never have enough of it. How can you think that I don't have feelings for you? How can I describe something that is undescribable? It wouldn't be enough a single "I love you" to let you know my feelings for you.»

You remained silent throughout the whole time, just listening to him.

You tried to change him, you'd never think about him because you had always think more about yourself.

When you were happy be was there with you,
when you were sad he was there to comfort you,
when you were long-winded he just stayed there, listening to you,
when you thought that you could never make something, he was always there to give you his hand and help you.

How could I've been so selfish?

«I-I don't deserve you..» you said, tears falling rapidly.

«Y/N, I love you.»

His lips met yours, already set because of the tears.

You loved him too much to think about ending up your relationship, how could you think it even for a second?

«I'm sorry Tae..I've been selfish and I feel sorry about that, so please forgive it..», you said, your eyes looking down embarrassed.

Taehyung gently dried off the tears with his hand, cupping your face to force you to look at him.

«I don't need excuses, I just need to look into your eyes, they never lie.»

He held you tight, leaning his chin above your head.

A hug. A small gesture...small, but precious.

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This was my first one shot! There's also the Italian version, I wrote it in another book, you can find it checking my profile.😉

I'm sorry for the mistakes but it's not that easy translating in english because lots of words aren't addicted to that context.

hope you enjoyed it!💜