Dork (shinkami)

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Hey readers...
this is my first story so be aware that it's probably gonna be pretty shitty but enjoy I guess.

I haven't been in a relationship in a long time. I don't care for or think about love now, it's pointless. I should focus more on my future and becoming a pro hero. But... when that copy weirdo asked about it, I started to think if I'd ever be able to find love again. No, never again. Not after what happened. I shouldn't be focusing on relationships and shit like that, instead I need to pay more attention about more important things. Either way no one could love a villainous freak and fuck up like me. I should just forget about it.

I'm going to have to share a dorm with a student after moving into class 1a. I don't have time for friends so whoever it'll be, they shouldn't get their hopes up thinking that I'm gonna befriend them or something.

I locate the dorm and unlock it to find a smaller boy sitting cross legged on his bed with a sketchbook in his hand. He was humming annoyingly to the music he was listening to while sketching with a smile. He looked very relaxed and calm but had a tint of joy in his emotion. Where have I seen him before? Oh, yeah I remember. Wasn't he the doofus in the sports festival with the electricity quirk or something like that? I don't remember his name and I don't care for trying to. He had yellow hair with a bit of black almost in the shape of a lightning bolt and was wearing a black tee shirt.

He didn't notice me enter the room so I decided to silently close the door and try to sneak in without him noticing me and trying to start a conversation but it didn't really go that way. As soon as I closed the door and turned back around he lifted his eyes and locked them with mine. I had a few seconds to really look into his eyes. They were a yellow, almost gold and glistened in the light of the sun that shone through the window. They were the kind of eyes that you could easily get lost in, they were beautiful.

After a few seconds he formed a goofy smile and took off his headphones.

"Hey, you must be my new roommate!" He happily chirped as he set down his sketchbook and walked over to me.

I snapped out of the little trance I was in and replied simply, "Yeah, I am."

He was a little shorter than me and actually quite handsome. He was pretty muscular and seemed a little too happy by the way he wouldn't stop smiling.

"I'm Denki Kaminari, you're Hitoshi Shinso right? I remember seeing you in the sports festival, your quirk is amazing, I think we'll be great friends!" He held out his hand.

"Thanks, but I have no intention of making friends, sorry." I simply said as I shook his hand.

"That's what they all say," he giggled and turned walking to the other side of the room.

He pointed to an empty section of the room which had a bed, a desk and a small bookshelf. "You can set your stuff down here and this is where you'll be staying!" He said with a smile.

I nodded and set down my bags and started to unpack. I didn't bring much, just stuff that was needed. I didn't really care for decorating my room so all I brought was my bathroom stuff, bed sheets, and of course study notes and books. I finished packing up and noticed that it was getting dark so I decided to go to bed and at least try to sleep. I never was a big fan of sleeping because of damn insomnia, so I should at least pretend to sleep so I don't look like a weirdo.

I lay in bed and put in my ear buds and listen to music. After a few hours I actually succeeded in falling asleep...

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"No! Please stop!"
The ground was cold and rough as I was greeted by it after getting slapped. He kicked my side over and over again until I spat out blood. Almost everything around me was coated with blood. He grabbed my hair and lifted my head so I faced him. I squeezed my eyes shut preparing myself for another hit only to find a hand softly land on my cheek and tilting my head upward. I avoided his eyes.

"Look at me."

I didn't.

"GOD DAMMIT LOOK AT ME YOU LITTLE SHIT,"

I was met with his fist once again. I rose my eyes and glared up at him. He smirked as his lips met mine. I was disgusted. He is disgusting. I don't want this.

He pulled away and tossed me on the ground, leaving me there with bruises blossoming on my skin. I hate him.

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"Shinso! Hey, dude wake up!"

I opened my eyes, and had to take a few seconds to adjust them and realize where I was. My eyes met with Kaminaris. Those god damn eyes. He was so close, I could really look into them. I studied how they shimmered in the light like before and the colors that invaded them. He smelled like flowers.

"Shinso...? You ok dude?"

I snapped out of my daze. I realized my surroundings and noticed how stupid I looked.

"Oh, sorry."

I also noticed how close our faces were. My cheeks burned red. Why was I acting like this? I had to force myself to pull my eyes away from his and sat up. I rubbed my eyes and realized they were wet. Was I crying?

"You were shaking and crying... I tried to wake you up cause I thought you were having a bad dream, are you okay?"

"Y-yeah, I'm fine, sorry about that. Just a bad dream I guess..."

"Oh , good to hear your okay. You scared me there,"

A small friendly smile formed on his lips as he stared at me with those eyes.

"Well, I'm gonna go back to bed, let me know if you need anything alright?" He grinned with that goofy smile of his.

I nodded as he went back to sleep. Why would he be scared? We just met, why would he care? I tried to go back to sleep but wasn't able to. I kept thinking about him. His eyes, his smile, His voice. Why couldn't I stop thinking about him? I'm being creepy. We just met and I already made a fool of myself and now I'm being a creep and keep on thinking about him. So much for first impressions, Shinso. But, there was something about him...

That dork.

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I'm not very sure how often I'll be posting but I assure you guys that I will be continuing this story so yea.

See ya.