Betrayed

Dequan P.O.V

No lie? Johali caught me off guard with this new dude.
I know I did some fucked up shit but damn.
I hated that it wasn't me on the other side of that door. But I know I don't deserve to be.
"Baby ?" Said serenity.
Yeah I got a new girl and she's pregnant. Two months to be exact.
She knew I still had feelings for johali. Who didn't know?
This girl did everything for me. But my dumb ass mind led me to fuck up something good.
I wish every night she'd take me back.
"Yeah I'm sorry just thinking, got a lot on my mind" I said.
"Johali?"  Serenity questioned.
"Na" I lied.
"Baby you don't have to lie to me everyday you're thinking about that girl what did you do? If you're so in love with her why am I here?" She questioned as if she was about to cry.
Honestly , I can't even answer her directly.
Saying shit from the top of my head is what messed things up with johali and I can't have the guilt bothering me.
"Baby it's nothing I love you more than anything" as I kissed her forehead .
" don't worry head to bed and get you some sleep
I'll be up there in a minute iigh?"
"Yeah babe" she said in a depressed tone.
I look to see if she's made it upstairs and instantly took out my phone and opened Instagram.
I scroll through my stories to find johali.
Dude is a show off four bands? For what? What could she possibly do with that ?
I lock my phone and think quickly.
Fuck! I can't keep doing this I need my girl
Back.
Only way I can do this is to give her time so they won't expect anything. That's just what I'm going to do.