Friday, April 19. Another boring day . School was very very boring so there wasn't anything exciting there . But lunch . Lunch was horrible. Let me tell you why .
Lunch Nadia, Lauren and I were walking to our spot where our group usually hangs out . Lauren was kinda sad cause Hayden didn't come to school today .
Later on Dylan comes and joins us and then John and Darius . But then Johnny and Darius decided to ditch us for Eden and Devenity but I wasn't surprised. I don't know why but I feel like Johnny is trying to avoid seeing me but like I never did shit to him so like I'm not sure if I'm right .
Nadia and I decide to walk around and talk about our problems cause right now we really can't trust Lauren cause she is best friends with Dylan and she will probably tell Dylan about what we told her .
"man I'm so confuse with life and we are about to go to high school" I said. "Yea I'm nervous for high school cause there are going to be different people from different schools" Nadia said . "but hey it's just going to be only us two now" I said. "Yea you're right" Nadia said.
Then the rest of the day was boring .
At home
It was 7:30pm and I was bored but I was still wondering if Johnny was trying to avoid me so I decided to ask him a question.
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Yea so um that happened but I'm so confused I thought we were friends and I didn't even do anything to him but it's his choice .
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A couple of minutes later Johnny answers me .
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He really thinks that he hasn't been avoiding me huh . That boy is really confusing me at points .
Johnny's POV ( wow finally it changed )
after telling Kenzie that I haven't been avoiding her I knew that I was lying to her . I have been avoiding her and I don't like it. Do I know why I have been avoiding her no I don't know why . I'm just stupid . It's just I like her she's perfect her smile , her laugh , she's gorgeous, adorable, kind , creative and she has an amazing voice .
But I just feel like she doesn't like me back . But I have a problem. I also like eden and she's my ex. So I have to choose between them and I also know that there are a lot of girls that like me but I don't know why . This is just A lot of pressure and I feel bad that I have been ditching my group for eden . I just want to see if I actually have feelings for her or if I'm just saying that I have feelings for her just to forget about Kenzie .
Kenzie's POV
After texting John I decided to take a shower and I wasn't in the mood to workout so I just got ready for bed and then I drifted off to sleep .
- Author's note Who do y'all think Johnny is going to choose eden or Kenzie ? And I'm sorry this was kinda a short chapter . I hope y'all enjoy this chapter :)
