Don't Even Think About It

chapter 4

Nana is alone in her room , thinking that he needs to go back home and inform her family about her situation, Nana is determined to tell them now because she can't hide this forever and she dont want to betray her family for a long time, since what she's done is already a betrayal.One thing that on her mind as well is that he needs to inform and tell Jiang. She plan to have a talk with Jiang and she needs to do it now.

By the help of Danny , Nana and Jiang had the chance to talk , Nana just want to tell Jiang everything and don't  want anything in return. Nana sitting in a bench beside a big tree see Jiang walking towards her from a far , she suddenly feels nervous , she is uncomfortable , she feels that she can't move , she stares at the ground not knowing tears already flows on her eyes.  

 "  Nana  " Says  Jiang ,  But seems like Nana cannot talk , still staring at the ground  

  " I'm so sorry for what happen  "  Jiang says sincerely  and sit beside Nana , 

 " I really didn't mean it , Nana I know you are not that kind of girl,  but I still insist , its all my fault , please forgive me , I'm mad on myself doing that to you, I can't forgive myself  "  jiang added, 

Nana boost up her self and starts to talk but still tears are falling from her eyes   

" Ji... Jiang, I'm here to tell you , to tell you , to tell you ......... " she seems like cannot continue to tell Jiang 

  "  That night changes everything, That night maybe not special ,  that night is a mistake but it not just your fault, Its our fault , Jiang , ( heavy tears fall down from her face )   I'mmm  , I'mmmm , I'm pregnant "  Nana revealed the truth and didn't help but to cry out loudly, she stands up  wipe her tears       

  "  I'm not doing this so that you can stand up for what happen , I'm not telling you this because I want you to be with me , I'm telling you this because I just want you to know , I think you deserve it and Jiang I can do this myself , i can stand alone in my feet  ,  I'm going  " Nana added and leave Jiang.

 Jiang was shocked and out of his mind, like how could this be , what he will do? what about now? tears fall down from his eyes and still speechless and just watch Nana walk away. 

Jiang sitting still in tears, His thinking why do this happen to a girl who just only want to have a happy life , He thinks that Nana needs him, but how ? what about Sam ? he don't want to hurt Sam at the same time he don't want to abandoned Nana.  Jiang is blaming his self   

 " how could I do this to Nana? To Sam? I really don,t know what to do" on his mind.                                                     

Nana at her apartment feel a little relief atleast she already tells Jiang, and thats enough. Nana already decided to go home and tell her parents , continue  her life there , but she's also crying because even though she can do this on her own, she will be having a child without a father on her side, as much as his child deserve that but seems it will never happen because of the circumstances. Nana cried and holds her tummy , 

" I love you little one " she added.

NANA HEADING TO GUANGZHOU 

" take care Nana, I'll be there when your about to give birth , please call me "  Danny cried while hugging Nana 

   " ofcourse i will, you take here Danny , I'm so sorry Danny I'll leave you and this is not a part of our plan , "  Nana replied and ask for forgiveness

  " Its okay Nana, Don't think about that , Ill support you no matter what " Danny cried 

  " Ill get going , I don't want to be late in my flight , stop crying , I will be missing you " Nana  added 

 " Okay , please take care of this little angel, I love you Nana, I love you baby" Danny kissed Nana's tummy  

" We love you too " Nana replied. Nana get going and headed at the airport.