I look upon the vast of sky,
Staring at the stars,
I am lost in my created misery,
Feeling of despair in my own queries.
What if?
How if?
Yes I'm too dumb to think pessimistically,
To what will happen in the future;
To us,
Will it be over?
Or will we last?
Yes I'm scared,
Scared by my own thought,
I am thinking for worst,
Not for our good,
I am thinking for the possibilities,
Not for the things we have today.
I am not thinking about this
for I want us to end,
I am not thinking about this
to have reasons for us to bend,
I am thinking about this because I know,
Someday,
Someone will be suffering,
Someone will be in pain.
We will face what we never expected to,
Or even how much we expected it to come through;
Thinking we already prepared ourselves for it,
We will still shed tears,
We'll still bleed,
We got aint nothing to do,
But to hope for a tomorrow;
Where there's still you and me,
Holding each other so tightly.
Yes I'm scared,
Scared not about how we will hurt each other,
But scared on how we lose one another,
And I hope we will not come to that point,
Because I love you enough not to let you go,
Selfish as may it seems,
But I can't take it,
'Cause if you leave,
I'll wither in sadness.
Remember that you are my sunshine,
I gloom with your rays,
You're also my moon,
You bring luminance into my darkness.
You are the hues in my life,
The spectrum of all colors,
Every shade you gave different meaning,
And that's why I love you,
I trust you,
So I'll fight for you,
Hoping you'll fight with me too.
Please leave a comment. Thank you and have a great day ahead.
-Chaos
