Gaps

Happened

It finally happened.
He finally admitted how he wants me with him.
How am I supposed to tell him we can't be truly together?
How can I say that when my soul needs him like he needs me?
I've never said no to him before...
That beautiful soul who deserves everything in life that he wants.
I'm going to disappoint him.
I'm going to let him down.
I shouldn't have been this way.
I love him more then words can say.
So how can I tell him without hurting him?
He's been hurt so much already.
He told me of the pain he feels every single day.
He bared his soul to me and told me how depressing his life is.
He confided in me and told me just how lonely things have been from the passenger side of my car in the dark.
So how can I tell him no?
I'm afraid it will destroy us both.

I'll only hurt you if you let me baby...
Please run before it's too late...
Because God knows I don't have the strength to say no to you...