Big City Dreams (Christofer Drew)

Tomorrow is suppose to be the best day of my life. I'm going to get married with a man who makes me happy. He will be waiting for me in a room filled with everyone close to us and they are happy for us and I should be too. But first let me talk about the moments that lead up to this.

It was a nice Saturday morning me and Christofer woke up Early to make breakfast. It went nice until Christofer brought up a topic that he had been bringing up alot lately. I hated this topic it always got to the point where we were screaming at each other but who was I to hold him back.

"What if you do get signed? Then, what happens?" I asked him

"Then we won't have problems paying bills for a house we can barely afford right now and we can have the wedding that you have always wanted and when our kid is born we will be able to make him a decent nursery like the ones you look at online." he responded

"What if you don't get signed?"

"then we leave this town and try to give our kid a better life in another town"he said

I had nothing else to tell him and I knew he was waiting for my response so we sat on the couch watching tv and after the  show we were watching finished I got up to get ready. 

'"where are you going he asked me" Noticing I was walking to the door

"To visit my mom" i replied

"why?"

"to tell her about you leaving. You do know she's going to wonder where you are when you are gone."

"Are you not coming with me?" he asked 

"Chris everything I have is here and I want my kid to be born here."

"then we can come back when the kid is almost due"

"What about the nursery and the house we can lose then house if we don't pay the bills"

"Then we get a house in the city. It will be better than this one and it will have a huge yard for our kid to play in"

"It's just that I don't think I can leave Joplin it holds all our memories. You might hate it but I don't. Plus leaving is just too much to handle especially if we don't have a plan for the city"

"We can talk about this later just go to your mom's" he said trying not to argue.

On my way there I felt like crying but I had to hold back since my mom never did like Christofer. She says he dosn't have much to offer me and if she saw me crying she would think Christofer makes my life miserable.