At 1st Glance ✔

Chapter 4

Jin looks at the boys, Jimin Kookie, V go with her. They'll be fine they are the young ones, She won't hurt them, Suga. The eldest looks at him, sit down he says.

Back in March While you were having a concert & celebrating your birthday, her reason for living was taken from her.

Her parents and older brother my best friend were murdered, Suga's face went from a look of shock to a look of guilt. Shit, Fuck, he starts pacing and biting his nails.

I looked at Suga, it's really strange how you take jabs at her. It's like you know her or you like to irritate her. He stopped, then started to pace again.

Hyung, I was only messing with her. I swear I didn't know, When I heard her sing last night, it was all weird. I started feeling butterflies in my stomach, her voice gave me goosebumps. It surprised the hell out of me.

The one thing I understood more than anything, was her sadness in her voice which made the song more powerful and it lured me in.

Well her birthday is in 19 days maybe you can make it up to her before then. She uses to play college ball when I said that he smiled. I can already see an idea forming.

Manager, said his farewells, get along with her. I'm trying to convince her to sign with us, she can speak 6 languages and sing in 4. She speaks English, Mandarin, Korean, Japanese, Thai, Hawaiian.

She can sing in English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin. Suga, don't aggravate her anymore, you know I gave her an Ultimatum she was going to choose jail over staying with you guys.

Jin said he'll go buy groceries, she'll be fine. Kookie already likes her, that says a lot you know how he is with girls.

Meanwhile a couple of streets down, Noona wait for us. I turn around to see 3 out of the 4 vocal lines running towards me with no cover.

It's a good thing I grabbed my bag, I pull them into an alley. Are you three trying to get jumped? Here I handed them 3 beanies and 3 masks.

Let's go have a snack I point to the fish cake stand, I had to hold V's hand because he kept trying to go into traffic.

V if you wait, I have something Gucci you can have that I know you don't have. The deal he said, he held my hand and laughed out loud.

Come on you, listen to your Noona before I tell your hyungs you weren't listening. Noona, why did you hit Suga hyung? Let's buy our snack first, then find someplace quiet to talk.

Then we can go home, you're really going to stay with us? I have no choice, Oppa B said I have to. I had emergency cash behind my phone case, sorry but it wasn't only for me. Can you guys do me a favor? Can you put everyone's phone number in here?

I have no one, I lied again I thought to myself please forgive me young ones. Let us see Noona. Whenever you want to talk Noona, call or text I'll get back to you if I don't have a schedule. I saw Jimin's head pop up, YAH I'm telling hyung you said that.

I looked at Jimin, why are you mad that he would answer my text or call? Because whenever us hyungs call or text him he never responds, Kookie is this true? Pretty much he said.

Why answer when they are in the next room? Aigoo. I use to do that to my Oppa. I smiled at that, then I frowned. Alright, guys lead the way, letting go V's hand.

Kookie & V raced ahead, boys are careful I tell them. I see V fall first, then kookie landed on him. I shoved my foot in my mouth, I ran I didn't see the car so I jumped doing a corkscrew flip off the hood.

I stumbled a little bit, but I caught myself. People were clapping, I bowed then I caught up to the younger ones. V was crying, I sat next to him. Opening up my bag, I sat on the hot ground burning my ass.

But I didn't care because a young one was hurt, I took out my first-aid kit. V let me see please, I need to know if you broke the skin. Or if you have a bruise.

V, so help me I'll call Suga Oppa and have him yell at you. He stopped crying and smiled, you little shit, I slapped the brat on the back of the neck, a few tears falling.

You did that shit on purpose, Fuck you V! I stood, looking my red palms. I hissed because they were hurting from the hot ground. He nodded his head, laughing his head off. I thought you were really hurt, I was pissed I yelled you can't do that to me Sincere.

I realized what I said but it too late. I stood up, covering my mouth, I left my bag. I ran from them, Already breaking one of my rules, I was being a baby.

When I thought he was hurt, I was going to have a panic attack. It reminded me of the day, I caught Sincere trying to slit his wrists. I ran till I found a playground, I sat on the swings.

I started humming a BTS song, my head was down. Noona? I'm sorry for running away, I had a flashback when I saw V laying on the ground crying. Noona, Who is Sincere?

Alright so 9 years ago. My twin brother was trying to kill himself. He fell, my tears started to fall when I remembered finding him. He tried to hang himself first, but the rope broke.

I heard the noise and then he tried to slit his wrists. I yelled at him for it, I was being selfish because I didn't understand what he was going through. I covered my face, crying silently.

I felt strong arms go around me as two other sets of arms, comfort me. Thank you, boys, you have no idea how long I've kept that secret. Noona how long? 9 years, Jimin.

I arrived here in Seoul, 36 hrs ago. My first day here, I saw Kookie & Suga in a karaoke bar. Well, I didn't know who they were at first.

The bartender had to tell me who Suga was. That same night one of your bodyguards smashed my guitar, Suga made a comment saying I should go ask my mommy and daddy to have them buy me a new one. I just told him I couldn't, then I left.

The reason I hit him cos, he said he knew my mommy and daddy would get me a new one. The reason for my new guitar, my Oppa Dae-Hyun sent it to Oppa B.

In hoping he would see me and give it to me because I'm sometimes 👉👈 clumsy and I break things. But that only ever happens, whenever I'm super nervous or I'm super pissed.

Does your Hyung, does he always talk like that? All the time? I have a feeling if he keeps doing it. I might end up hurting him for real, but I don't want you guys interfering and getting hurt either.

I'm not scared of anything, wait that's a lie, I'm scared of being alone. Noona, just for now and for us as a favor. Forgive him this time. Ne, just because you asked me nicely. I'll do it, Noona Jin Hyung wants us home he said its almost dinner time.

Can you guys do me a favor and not tell him I bought you a snack, I'm not to spend mine on myself? But Noona, you bought all of us something, not just yourself. It doesn't matter, if you tell I have to sleep in Suga Oppa's room.

I don't think I can at the moment. I'm still super mad tho, It's okay, I just forgot about my emergency cash, I put it in my phone case.

Alright Noona, we're sorry for making you feel like that. I see Jimin on the side, fine just this once. Thanks, Jimin-ah, I don't want to get into trouble.

Let's go before we get in real trouble, Kookie handed me my bag. They helped me up and we went home. Well, a temporary home... Who knew it would mean so much more than that.

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