"What am I going to do??! My mom is going to know that I'm not getting any better and she is going to kill me for lying to her." You have been lying to your mom recently about your head and about you. She thinks that you are getting better and will soon be released from the hospital, but the truth is... you are actually getting worse and will never be released because... you are slowly dying. You decide to take a walk. You were only allowed in the hallways and only 10 feet away from the hospital. If you went farther, you would get into big trouble. The nurses and doctors always had a way to find out. You throw in a gray sweater and skinny ripped jeans. You throw up your long, black, wavy hair into a messy bun and put in your checkered slip-on Vans. "Wow!" You said. "This is the first time out of my hospital room! It's amazing!" There was one rule when it came to leaving your hospital room...you ARE NOT allowed to enter ANY patients room. The reason they have this rule is because people that have leukemia have very weak immune systems and your immune system is very weak and any sickness will kill you instantly. You always peered into other rooms of patients and sometimes they waved back and sometimes they didn't. You have met a lot of friends in the hospital who are also sick, but you weren't allowed to physical touch or go to their room. You walked pretty far and you soon, you found yourself wandering into the cafeteria. You never actually been to the cafeteria. You just always had your food served to you in your room. You walked around the cafeteria just to see what it was like. Since you haven't eaten anything, you grab an apple and a granola bar. You at down at a table with a weird looking kid. He was wearing a black hoodie and ripped up black jeans and he had a phone in his hand. He looked horrible. Like he was weary and like he lived in the streets. You kept staring at him. Once he made eye-contact with you, you quickly looked away. He had blackish/brown eyes. You are your food and then just sat there. You started getting anxious. You really wanted to start a conversation but don't know if you could. "Should I start a conversation or no??" You asked yourself. "Yes I should."
"Hi..."
"Uhh hi?"
"Why are you at the hospital?" He looked speechless now.
"...no reason...that you need to know."
"O-oh? I'm s-sorry for asking..."
"Mhm.."
"I'm going to go now." You quickly got up. You literally ran down the hall to your room. You were scared and sad at the same time. Supposedly everybody was kind at the hospital but I guess not?1 hour later, you heard a knock on your door. You were confused. Nobody ever came to your door. Expect for the nurses, but they never knocked. You got up and opened the door. The person at the door startled you.
"Oh um...hi?"
"Hey.." said the man. He had a deep voice. You loved it! "No, no, NO!" You said in your head. "You cannot get in a relationship... or even say that about another person."
"I just stopped by to say sorry." the man said. He was sorry? But for what?
"I shouldn't have spoken to you like that." "Oh! He's talking about when we first started talking!" You said in your head.
"Apology accepted:)!"
"Really??"
"Yeah. I forgive people easily so..."
"Cool. So uhh can I get your phone number?"
"Uhh sure. Why not?" You have him your number. When he left, you got super excited and then you realized something, "OMG! I think I'm falling in love!" And then you realized something else... "I CAN'T FALL IN LOVE! I'm literally slowly dying, but that's what he doesn't know..." Suddenly, you got a text from him. You don't know his name yet.
Hey
Hey
What are you doing?
Just sitting on my bed. Not my bed at home, my bed at the hospital:(! What about you?
Oh. I'm at home.
Lucky!
It's okay.
Hey I forgot to ask. What's your name??
My name is Park Jimin. What about you??
My name is Kim Y/N.
Cool. You looked at the time. It was midnight.
Hey I gotta go. The hospital is about to close and I'm supposed to be asleep before it closes.
Alright. Have a goodnight.
Thanks. You put your phone down to charge and fell asleep.
-TBC-
A/N:
Hey Moonies💫 how have you been?? I hope good. Here is the second part of my story. I hope you enjoy. Yes it is shorter than the last chapter but that's okay right?? Anyways hope you enjoy. Byeee Moonies!💫
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Fanfiction17 year old Kim y/n is suffering from leukemia. 18 year old Park Jimin is suffering from depression, anxiety, attacks, etc. They fall in love one day while they were both struggling, about to die. Will they find true love and live happily ever after...