Heart

Wall

When I am walking around this dark and lonely place with my broken heart hidden inside me.

I saw him.

With the same person.

And they are laughing like they are having the happiest day in their life.

Which they ARE.

I feel betrayed.

I want to walk up to him and said.

"If you want to take my heart, take good care of it not tore it apart and left it broken behind."

But I didn't.

Because I know even if I did...

He won't care.

AT ALL.

So I build this wall around my little heart.

pushing all the people I know and cherish, away from my heart.

Afraid that if I let them inside they will hurt me and left me the same way...

As HE did.

Yet even if I build the wall.

When it comes to him.

My heart beats so fast,

That it breaks the wall that I am trying so hard to build.

He...

always have his way of making my guard down.

His smile,

His act,

And even he alone can make my feelings go crazy.

He...

Is the reason for my misery...

But at the same time...

He is the reason I am happy.

Still, I have to continue building the wall,

"Because...

I can't let you hurt me again

Like u did before."