Lonley Girl

Chapter 13 ~ Regrets ~

*Carlos's Pov*

I got A phone call from Suttons mom thinking it is sutton. I answered it...

Carlos: Hello?

Mari: Carlos Get down To the hospital now!

Carlos: Wha-

She hung up on me... I grabbed my keys and Drove to the hospital as quick as i could.

Carlos: Is she ok!

She was crying alot

Mari: Sutton she... Got in a very- Bad Car crash....

Carlos: Oh god this is my fault!

Mari: What do you mean?

Carlos: ... Look I bullied her ever since the first day she arrived.. And today i made her eat salad and after one bite she ran to the bathroom and threw up... I Went into the girls bathroom and tryed to tell her i cared and she wasnt who i thought she was.. And. She Said.. What not some weirdo? Or freak... I was gonna say no but i hesitated i didnt know what to say! So she ran off She ditched school! all because of me!

She hugged me, And whispered..

Mari: oh honey .. She had Problems i guess..

She started to cry more...

Mari: she c-c-cut her self.. There was scars all over her body her legs.. Her arms.. .. It was bad...

I started to cry Because It was all my fault i bullied her for years..

I ran out To the Door and pushed the nurses away

Nurse: You cant go in there!

I looked through the Glass... I could See her.. I opened the door and sat in the chair and locker the door

Nurse: Sir you cant be in here...

Carlos: i want you to know.. If you die Sutton.. I will not know how to live .. I love you.. I Will always love you... if you come To me.. Stay with me i can help you through this...

I pulled out the pocket knife she dropped.. I started to cry a little bit..

Carlos: You dropped this... But I am going to keep this .. So its one less thing for you to cut your self with.. If you die.. I will Cut myself once.. To remind me of you Sutton! I dont know if i will have a heart.. This last couple weeks have been the best weeks of my Life!

I paused.. I Ran out of the room and Ran straight outside... I didnt know what to do....