She gazed at the brown doors in front of her and sighs.Her hand searching for her keys in pocket.Her breath getting heavier each second as she couldn't hear or sense the cold metal.Feeling the cold metal of her key, she sigh in relief. Quickly unlocking the door with ease, she was greeted by silence and darkness, as usual. Upon finding the light switch, the house was lighted up, making it seem more welcoming, but it was still cold, no traces of personality. She moved to the living room, sat down on the couch and shut her eyes wearily.
Is this what you call home?To be greeted by silence?To be alone all the time?
Her eyes opened and a frowned make it out to the girl's face, confuse. Since when did she care? She was already in a bad mood , she felt she forgot something important and immediately this thought had to puzzle her. She frowned harder trying to recollect what she did forget and she received nothing.The sound of her stomach growling in hunger stops her train of thoughts, for a while. The moment she was in the kitchen more thoughts were taking shape in her mind.
She didn't even cook something?I hardly remembered the last time she did!
The kitchen was simply empty,not a spot of cooking was done.She was really hungry,had no money and have no skill of cooking to help her fight her hunger.Tired from all this thoughts,she got ready for bed.Lying down on her bed,she stared at the ceiling thinking,
They're working,don't be so selfish, they're working for me...I guess...maybe mother is too tired to cook? Yeah,it has to be it...being alone isn't so bad...
With that,she close her eyes what felt like a few minutes, her eyes shot open, remembering something,a laughter escaping her only it wasn't filled with humour and instead coldness.Taking her phone,she looks at the calander, confirming her.
07/11/14.
Another birthday without them,what was I thinking?I don't even remember when the last time I celebrate with them and,this year I thought they are?You're pathetic.
Shutting her eyes,she felt her tears wetting her cheek.
As a birthday wish, I wish my parents were here.
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