No one notices your tears, no one notices your sadness, no one notices your pain, but they all notice your mistakes. It hurts but it's ok I'm used to it. You stopped caring so I stopped trying. It sucks doest it felling like your nothing. It hurts know you tried your best but it still wasn't good enough. It's so hard to forget soy that gave you so many memories. Sometimes we all need a fresh start. People who said that they'll never hurt you end up hurting you the worst. A million words would not bring you back either would a million tears. I jade me pain with a smile. People walk away easily but leave memories with us forever. Annnd I'm sad again. All we think about is the feelings we hide. The worst pain is when you smile to stop the tears. How do you go on when nothing makes you happy? I guess I'm just a mess and maybe in just lonely, or maybe just bitter but I know my heads a storm and my chest is empty. I'd like to mean it when I say I'm over you but that's still not true. You know you love someone when you aren't and at them for breaking your heart. I am not who I used to be. After all the smiles you gave me I never thought you would give me even more tears. The only thing I'm good at is destroying me life. We become cold to avoid getting hurt. I am not the same anymore I'll admit it a lot of stuff got to me.
