<<FREAK GET INTO YOUR ROOM NOW!!>>
I walk up the stairs into my dirty dusty room having all my chores done today was awful, going outside in the 100 degree weather painting gave me a sunburn. -why can't anyone love me anymore- I think to myself?
But there is someone I do like Proff Snape he is handsome but I can't do shit about it he is a teacher and I'm a 17 year old student. All my life I wanted to be normal and when he smiles at me I get happy.......why hold he love me though?
Time skip day of hogwarts.
<<GET UP FREAK AND MAKE BREAKFAST>>
Hate the morning can't wait for today I finally go to hogwarts and see my friends and HIM. My so called "family" drops me off, I get ready to go to the train.
<hi Harry how was your summer?> said hermione, <it was ok they were ok> not counting all the beatings and cuts on my glad I put up an glamor when I got on the train I cut more this time than last.
I listen to the convo Ron and hermione are saying, they don't know I'm gay and I want to tell them.... ok here's goes....
<Ron, hermione I have something to tell you.... I knowed this for a long time and I want to tell you I'm gay.....>
Ron just blinks and starting to rant calling me fag and a bitch and an cock sucker, hermione just sits there and try to calm down Ron but having enough of it and leaves hermione gives me a hug and tells me everything will be ok
_<why am I such a idiot no one likes me and not even him man the black hair and black robes> I say out loud..............
-Staring in was two black eyes , eyeing green ones with love.....-
