Revenge

The lost girl

I know my mom has to be worried about me know. I left the hospital and now I'm on the run, I have to get revenge on my father. All I have right now is my sanity, which I'm losing by the second. My whole body hurts but I Will never go back to that house. If I go about now my dad will beat me until dead. I don't know what to do at this point, I started walking down this road and know I'm lost by now I have probably walked 1 or 2 miles. I know that my mom probably already called the cops and reported me missing. I mean it feels good that I'm wanted and all but I don't want to go back to that hell house.
      I guess since I have a lot of time to think, I should tell you about my past. Growing up my father was abusive to me and my mother, but then they had my oldest sister Kay and the abuse stopped and everything was perfect. Kay is and always will be there pride and joy. Then I came along by accident of course, and my father hated me which I will never understand why.
       So the abuse started again mainly towards me. I got blamed for everything Kay did wrong. It was ways my fault. One time my dad got fired from his job and he came home and yelled at me over it. "He said your so stupid, you got me fired you little brat". I don't think my mom truly knows everything that he has done to me. Then my little sister Ariel came along, and of course she's the spoiled princess. Of course everything that she did wrong was my fault, and the abuse continued behind everyone's back. Eventually I became depressed, cutting was an everyday thing for me. My mom never knew about it until well yesterday.
    I know my mom is upset and worried and I hate having that guilt but this is for the best.
Well know I see this lake so I'm going to follow it downstream and see where it takes me. As I was walking along the beautiful stream I watched the water gently flow across rocks. Nature is so beautiful and gentle, I just wish people were more like nature. I'm not the messed up one, someone who can abuse their own flesh and blood are the sick ones.
   My hatred had been bottled up for my father all these years but now that bottle is cracked wide open it's time for REVENGE.