One last space..

Last..

Luhan’s POV

I look around on my room. I sigh. Now you are dead I must move on but I cannot. You are the one in my life. You are the one who I marry.

Luhan’s POV

I look around on my room. I sigh. Now you are dead I must move on but I cannot. You are the one in my life. You are the one who I marry. I shook my head. I cannot let you go.  

“Luhan stop thinking of her. She is dead, your wife is dead.” In addition, tears came out of my eyes.

I got to my bathroom to get wash and change clothes. When I am done, I want to recollect our memories again for the last time. I see her sleepers it is under the bed. However, when I get the sleeper I see a box. I open it. Inside, there is a notebook. It must be her diary. I smiled. I sit into the bed and open it.

Oct. 16

                I hate him that person he just play my feeling. Then I met a person named LUHAN he is so sweet, gentle men, and understanding. I think I am falling for him. His handsome face… Oh my gosh! It is TRUE. I am falling to him. I wish I would meet him again.

On that day to, she made me fall in love to her. I remember she is wearing a pink dress with ribbon on the middle. I miss her eyes sparkle like a twinkle of a star.  . Her red lips that so sweet. I want kiss it. Her shining hair is soft like pillow.

June 2

                First classes again…hay! I want this to be OVER now! The girls in my class said we will have a new student but they did not know him but they said he is handsome. How did they know they know that the new student is handsome?  In addition, I do not care about new kid. I thinking of Luhan I want to see him again. When the teacher introduce us the new kid, I am totally freaking shock… the one I am thinking earlier is the new student. OMG! It is Luhan!

I smiled her totally in love with me. However, I am more in love with her. That day she is so very shy on me. She is always calling me ssi but I got irritated because she is so formal so I said she would call me, Oppa and she obey me. When the first time she calls me Oppa my heart beats fast, I think I will go crazy because of her. I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

Dec. 9

                Winter… Luhan oppa wants me to go to his place. I am thinking why?

When I got there, I am totally shock to what I see. The whole place is full of petals of roses. In addition, there is a table for two.  Before I sit, I saw oppa holding a bucket of flower and a smile are formed when he see me. He kneels down and gives the bucket of flower. I am freaking blushing! He asked me if I want him to be my boyfriend and I said YES! I want him to be part of life. When I said yes all the EXO members came out clapping. Again, I blush. He kisses me not in the cheek… on the lips! His lips are so soft. I want to kiss it again!

Thanks to my friends EXO, if they did not help me to organize that day of my confession I cannot confess to her with confidence. She is cute when she blushes. I miss when she blush in my kiss and saying. I want to see it again forming it to her face.*crying* I want to kiss her lips repeatedly. Her red lips that so soft and sweet.

December 31. 2010 -> January 1. 2011

                HAPPY NEW YEAR!  Its midnight, I was in Oppa’s place to celebrate with the other Exo oppas too.  When it is 2 minutes before New Year, Oppa grabbed my hand and kneel down. I am shock of his action. He held a little box, exactly 12 the fireworks explode in the air, he proposes if I want him to be my Husband for the rest of our life. I said YES. Again, the EXO members came out clapping! We kiss for 4 minute that is so long. However, I like it so much.

I am the happiest person in the whole world when she said YES.  On that time, I do not stop saying I LOVE YOU to her. It is all true I LOVE HER! She is my only one. She is my life. She is everything to me.

Aug 31. 2011

                This day is the day. The day that I will marry to the one, I Love. The one I want to spend my whole life and it is Luhan. We will get married now. This day is the best day ever. I will the wife of Mr. Luhan.

Although we do not have any child I do not care, she is the one I love. I hug the diary and cry. “Please come back to me. I need you.” When I will close the diary, I saw handwriting on the last page of the diary. When I read it, there is a date and writings.

Aug 29

My husband got an accident. God please give him another chance to leave I will give all or change the position I am the one on his position the one who got in accident please give him back.

What?  I do not remember that. Do not remember that got in an accident. How those happen? Wait, why there is writing but it has a neat writing it is not like ___ writing.

DO you want it truly? Write yes, if you want.

Who are you?

Is this magic? Is the one writing to my wife is a genie?

Just write! I am just helping you! You want your husband to be alive or not?

Of course, yes. I want him to be alive. I want him to be with him.

He can be alive but…

Nevertheless, what?

You are the one in replace in his condition.

Because if you did not replace him,.

It will cause a big problem.

Please ___ say no! but I think she will not say no!

Ok, how it will happen?

Just write what you wish in this page just in this page.

In addition, all will be come true.

Wait! He will remember all the true happens.

Truly, no he will not remember all happen.

He will remember that you are the one in the accident.

So that’s why I didn’t remember all happen. How you got in accident. It is because I got in accident all by myself.

Ok! I wish that Luhan will be alive and replace me here that still alive.

Your wish is my command.

  “It is my entire fault.  If I did not have into that accident, she must be here with me. Maybe we will have our children’s.” I cry aloud. “_____ you must not done this thing. You must not wish it” I loudly said and again before a close the diary I notice one last space.