freddie mercury imagines

we will get through this together.

you were sitting on the couch in your living room. you couldn't believe your eyes. the pregnancy test said you were pregnant. freddie was standing in front of the couch with his arms crossed. “i can't believe you” you said to him. “you've ruined my life.” tears were filling your eyes slowly. freddie said “darling,” but you interrupted him and said “no! you don't understand that i’m only 17! i don't even have my own life together and now i have to have one come out of me! and do you even know what everyone will think of me? they'll think i'm a slut who has sex with everyone, but this time i wasn't careful. that's what they'll think. so thanks a lot freddie.” the tears coming from your eyes started to fall down from your cheeks. then you started to cry heavily. “my life is ruined. and this poor baby can’t get raised by someone who has no clue what they’re doing. and im only 17! its not like i wanted this!” you were crying so heavily that you could barely see, but managed to hold up the pregnancy test up to freddie and say while sobbing “look at this freddie,” he was still standing there. his eyes were filling up with tears too because he hated to see you like this. you raised your voice and it started to get cracky when you said “look at it!” freddie kind of winced away as he said “i see it.” his face looked as if he was scared. scared because he has never seen you like this. then you threw the test across the room. you were still on the couch, with your face in your hands. still sobbing. you were having trouble breathing too. freddie sat down on the couch and immediately put your face in his chest, so his head was on yours. “everything will be ok, y/n” he said. you wanted to believe him, but you couldn’t. “you ruined my life, freddie.” you put your head up and said, “don’t you get that?” freddie looked as if he was going to break down crying just like you. “i’m sorry y/n.” just like that, he did break down crying. he understood he was supposed to be the tough one in this situation. but his heart was shattered and he couldn’t hold it in. “but it’s not like this didn’t ruin mine. do you know what this will do to my career?” you couldn't believe freddie said this. you looked at him with fury. freddie realized that what he said wasn't ok.  “i’m so sorry.” he said. after a pause, you said “i should just leave you.” freddie looked up and said “no. please don’t. i'm so sorry. i truly am.” freddie started crying even more. “please don’t leave. we can get through this together.” he said. you didn’t mean what you said. you still loved freddie. you were calmed down now, but your face was all red and your nose and eyes were puffy. “fine. but only because i want this baby to have a father.” you knew that was a lie. you did want the baby to have a father, but also you wanted freddie to still be in your life, even if he ruined it. you and freddie stared at each other for a long time. he grabbed your hand with his soft fingers. “i am truly sorry. i don’t know if you still love me, but i still love you.” he said, looking down. there was a long pause. “i still love you fred.” another pause. “even though you may have ruined my life.” this time, you actually cracked a smirk. “stop saying that.” said freddie. “sorry.” you said. “well no, don’t apologise for it, you don't have to. it just makes me feel ashamed of myself even more than i already am when you say that.” you just looked down at the floor. freddie then said “but why are we acting like this? we’re having a baby, dear.” this made you super angry, but you said this calmly, “i dont know, fred. maybe because i had my whole life ahead of me and now i'm going to have a human being come out of me.” he didn’t say anything. his hand was still on yours, but it was awkward. since he wouldn’t let go of your hand, you let go of his. you got up from the couch and walked into your bedroom. “i need some time to think.” freddie was very mad at himself. you knew that. when you closed the bedroom door, you heard a slam. freddie had punched the table in the living room and screamed. this made you jump, and it actually made you a little scared.

after you two had some time alone, freddie knocked on your door. you let him in, and noticed he had a bandage wrapped over his knuckles. he didn't say anything. he looked at you and then gave you a hug. you were hesitant to hug back, but you did. then you two looked into each other's eyes. “y/n” he said. “i love you so much. and i'm sorry for everything. but we have to get through this together.” he gave you a kiss on the forehead. “i'm sorry too. for acting like this. i don't know what happened.” you said. “don't apologise, darling. everything will be ok. and don't listen to what any teenager has to say. if they aren't in your shoes, then they have no right to talk to you about it. ok?” you smiled and said “ok.” “i love you.” he said. he put his hand on your stomach. “i love this baby too.” he said. and you smiled.