Chapter 33

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NAMJOON POV**

"Family members of Kim Ji-won?" A doctor came out with a clipboard. My sister finally came, we were waiting for at lease three hours my father was praying and my sister was crying. just like if god came down from the heavens. A doctor came out. We all ran up him. 

"How is she?" My father said looking at him with teary eyes. 

"Well, she needs an oxygen mask now, Fainting happens when not enough blood and oxygen reaches the brain. fainting, usually results from hypoxia, or a lack of oxygen to the brain.... This rise in the heart rate results in hypotension, or a drop in blood pressure, in other parts of the body but so far she will need an oxygen tank." The doctor said making us sign a bit in relief. 

"I must say that the canned oxygen cost $50 per tank. Portable ones cost $148 per one. I leave here the order paper." The doctor hand my dad the paper. 

"She will be okay." The doctor assured us. I nodded at the doctor and thank him. 

"We need to discuss this with your mother, i don't want her to walk around with a canned oxygen." My father said as he sat down. 

I couldn't help but feel that all of this is my fault, when i left the house, my mom was in excellent health and she never got sick, when she did, it was rarely. it made me think that she went to depression when i left. 

"It's not your fault." Kyungmin said as she hold my shoulder. 

''Mom fainting has nothing to do to the fact about you leaving, it was her getting exhausted off of work and when she gets home, she barely rests, she's making more plans for her modeling. None of this is your fault, it's life, life happens. It can bring us good or bad luck but mom is getting the good luck." Kyungmin said trying to make me feel better. And it kinda did. 

"Thanks but father is still mad." I said looking at the floor. 

"Ugh, dad gets mad about everything, he still wants me to get hooked up with some guy I never met." Kyungmin groaned as she started telling me this things making me get a little mad at my father, he still doesn't with the hooking up thing. It's annoying. 

"Well, I guess his 'company' is more important then his kids, anyways i'm just glad that mom is okay." I said letting out a breath of relief. Kyungmin nodded as an agreement.  

"You should go get Dana, she might be worried." Kyungmin said as she went to look at the window of the bedroom my mother was in.

"Yeah, tell dad i'll be back." I said as I started walking while Kyungmin nodded. 

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"Hey babe, how's your mother?" Dana said hugging me. 

"She's better, she just needs to use an oxygen mask to breath." I said as I went inside the house. I saw Rachael on the floor playing with her toys while Ryan is sleeping.  There so peaceful. 

"How do you manage to take care of two kids at the same time?" I said getting Ryan off the couch onto my arms. 

"I'm a mother, I'm suppose to handle it." She said laughing. She went to go get Rachael and she immediately started whining. 

"Come on baby, don't you want to see grandma?" Dana said getting her motherly voice on. 

Rachael started whining again, she threw her toy scaring Ryan, Dana quickly grabbed her hand and hit her gently. 

"No, I told you to not do that." She raised her voice at her making Rachael whine again. 

"She's been getting like this, whining, throwing stuff and sometimes hitting Ryan." Dana said making me furrow my brows. 

Rachael started pushing away from Dana, it was getting me a bit mad. 

"Rachael enough!" I rose my voice making her stop and look at me with her teary eyes. 

I can see that she pays more attention to me then to Dana. 

"Here, take Ryan and i'll Rachael. By the looks of it, I'm way better then you." Me and Dana switch kids making her frown. 

"Hey, at least Ryan is calm." Dana said tickling Ryan with her fingers making him giggle. I tickle Rachael with my nose making he giggle.

"Awww my sweet family!" I said hugging Rachael and signaling Dana to come over so I can hug her.

She leaned in and kissed my cheek making me smile and kiss her forehead.

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As we entered the hospital, I saw my father looking a bit mad.

"Dad, what's wrong?" I said reaching up to him.

"Your mother doesn't want the canned oxygen. I begged her but she doesn't want to." He said fisting his hands.

"Hey calm down-"

"Don't fucking tell me to calm down." He said moving away.

I tried going for him but Kyungmin stopped me.

"It's better if we left him let his anger out for a while." She said holding me back.

The only thing I could think of is why my father is being aggressive.

"Dana, can you leave the kids here with me for a bit. Maybe to talk to Namjoon?" Kyungmin said making me furrow his brows.

Dana quickly nodded and gave her the kids with the stroller. She grabbed my hand and started me walking to the hallway where people are not there.

"What's going on?" I said pulling on her hand.

She stopped and looked at me.

"Kyungmin texted me on they here saying that your dad was being abusive to her and your mom." She said with a low voice trying to sound like nothing is wrong.

"WHAT!?" I yelled making a nurse turned  around and look at us but I didn't care, I cared more of what was happening between my father and my sister and mother.

"Shhh, yeah that's what she told me, she said it was because his company was going down and he wanted to get everything off his shoulders. Supposedly Kyungmin had to marry someone to get the company more stabled." Dana explain, this was getting me pissed off and Dana saw it.

She rubbed my arm trying to calm me down. Which helped a bit but I was still pissed.

"My father and his company, I'm about to go tell Got7 to take that company down." I said leaning on the wall.

"No Namjoon, we said no more gang for the safety of our children. We agreed on only doing it on emergency." Dana said making me nod and hold her waist.

"I know what we said, I was being sarcastic Dana. I quit killing Dana. For the safety of our family." I said leaning my forehead against hers.

"Talk to your father about him doing this, I'm not sure if it's real or not but remember that he is still your father and you have to be a little more connected to him." Dana said breathing in making me nod.

Dana always helps me calm down when I'm mad, it's either by her kissing me and hugging me or sex.

But either all of it, just her personality being with me is the best.

I leaned in and kissed her lips making surprised for a bit and respond.

"I love you baby."

"I love you too Joon."

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