Leticia POV
(Her thoughts)
I literally don't know whats wrong with me. Why do I keep thinking about that dream 24/7? More specifically why do I keep thinking of Carter? This is driving me insane! I don't know what to do. It was literally just a dream, nothing special about it. Then why do I keep thinking about him? Do I have a crush on him? NO! Absolutely, positively not! Thats impossible!! Where did this even come from i'm so confused now. I have no idea what to think or do. Someone help. Wait... I can't tell anyone about what i'm thinking right now. Everyone would say, eww thats gross!! If i'm being completely honest with myself though, even though I told Thaia that I was grossed out by the dream because it was about Carter Briggs, I wasn't that grossed out by it at all actually. In fact I wasn't grossed out at all by it. I mean, I wouldn't be totally against the idea of me and Carter. Uuugghhh! What is wrong with me? You know what? I'm gonna push this to the back of my mind and maybe i'll forget about it in a week or so. I mean we all know silly dreams like that don't come true.
(Time skip to a week later, because I literally have no idea what to write)
(With Thaia)
L:"Thaia, i'm going to tell you something, and you can't tell anyone and you can't have a reaction. Ok?"
T:"Sure, what is it?"
L:"Ok, so you remember my dream I told you about a week ago?"
T:"Yeah, why?"
L:"Well after I told you I started thinking about it more. At first I just tought about it out of curiosity, and then after a couple days it would just randomly pop up in my head. You know what, let me rephrase that, HE would randomly pop into my head!"
T:"HE, being Carter?"
L:"Yes. I have no idea why either. Since that dream i've found myself constantly searching for him wherever I am. Whether it be in the halls, in the auditorium, in the commons area or lunchroom, i'm constantly looking through everyone to see if I can find him. When I can't find him, and I figure out that he isn't at school somedays, I feel sad. Its so weird. I don't know what to do. I sound and probably look like a crazy stalker lady. Sometimes when I spot him somewhere my mind plays tricks on me and makes me think that he was looking at me too. Even though I know thats not true, because he has no idea who I am."
T:"Well it sounds to me like you have a crush on Carter, but you don't want to admitt it. Thats why, before you told me this you said I couldn't have any reactions towards it, because 1. you haven't come to terms with it yourself, and 2. your probably scared that i'm going to be all like, thats gross I can't believe you. I'm your bestfriend in the entire world Leticia, and your my bestfriend in the entire world. I would never shame you for liking someone if you really liked them, and that goes for everything in your life, not just liking someone. I am going to tell you this though, I don't care if you like him, but hes bad news Leticia. Don't put everything you have on this and then be disappointed when nothing ever happens or when something miraculously happens, and then he breaks you."
L:"Thank you for not judging me Thaia. I was scared you wouldn't support me."
T:"Your welcome, and you know i'll support you in anything and everyting you do."
L:"Yeah, I know."
T:"Wanna go get something to drink from the vending machines before class starts?"
L:"Sure, why not?"
A/N
Hello!! So, i'm sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I have literally no motivation, school is getting tough because its the end of the year, and I didn't know what to write. I'm here now and with this new chapter, though!!! This chapter was 623 words, thats the most i've written for this story................which makes sense because theres only one other chapter and its short as heck. Anyway can't say when the next update will be. I'll try to make it soon, but I really need some ideas on what to write. I would LOVE to hear what you guys want for this story, so comment on what you want to happen next!!!😊😀💖💗💞
(P.S. Sorry if this chapter sucked, i'm not a good writer haha.)
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Leticia
RomanceHi, my name is Leticia. I'm 15 years old and i'm a freshman in high school. I like to think of myself as happy and upbeat. I try to act that way all time, and its easy because i'm naturally happy. Most people think my life is perfect, but those peop...
