Depression in words

Poem 12

1: Cry all fucking night
2: get ready at 6 am for school
3: have people ask you "Why are your eyes so red?"
4: lie and say "Oh it's just allergies"
5: get to class and put your head down so no one sees your tears slip
6: between passing period go to the bathroom and cry
7: repeat 7 more times
8: get home and sit on the swinging chair looking at photos of you letting one or hundreds of tears slip
9: pretend your happy once your parents come home
10: repeat

That their is my daily routine

                           -must be nice to sleep once in awhile