𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓨𝓸𝓾?

𝟏𝟑𝟎 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐝: 𝐓𝐑𝐁𝐋 🌌

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sᴏ ʏᴇᴀʜ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɪᴛ—ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴅᴇᴀɴ, ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙᴛs—ᴡʜʏ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴜᴄᴋ ɴᴏᴛ?! ɪ ʀʟʟʟʏ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴏғғᴇɴᴅ ᴀɴʏ ᴅᴇᴀɴ sᴛᴀɴs ᴏʀ ᴀʀᴍʏs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪs sʜɪᴘ. ᴅᴇᴀɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴛs ᴀʀᴇɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴏɴғɪʀᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɢᴀʏ—ᴜɴғᴏʀᴛᴜɴᴀᴛᴇʟʏ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴏsᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ.
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Dean pouted after his boyfriend pecked him on the lips, his boyfriend giggling at how cute he was being. "you sure you can't stay for the show babe?" he asked with puppy eyes, taking his boyfriend's butt into his hands while squeezing it.

"i'm sorry Kwonie-hyung, I really am. but it's really important, my family is—" the male was cut off by an upset Kwon Hyuk.

"—more important than your boyfriend? i mean didn't you leave them for a reason?" he scoffed, now moving away from his lover.

"don't be like that baby...you know how much they mean to me, and how much your family means to you." the shorter male said, walking up to his boyfriend and hugging him from behind, putting his face in the others back.

"they're not even your real family, Jimin. we've shared more blood, sweat, and tears than all of 6 them combined" Kwon balled up his fists when his boyfriend—now known as Jimin—stopped hugging him and moved away. "next you're gonna tell me you love them more than me? right when i need you most?" He breathed heavily, turned around and faced his boyfriend who also wasn't happy and on the verge of tears. "YOURE SUPPOSED TO HOLD ME DOWN" he stalked closer to his boyfriend while unintentionally raising his voice making it that anyone outside his dressing room could hear. then he lowered his voice so only Jimin could hear him, "you said you'd ride—"

"—till we die!" Jimin finished, with glossy eyes. "Kw-Kwonie-hyung! i-i know but they need me right now I—"

"—I NEED YOU" he shook Jimin while yelling at him. Jimin pushed his hands off himself and screamed;

"YOU'RE NOT SICK! THERE ISNT A STRONG CHANCE THAT YOU CAN DIE ANY MOMENT!" Jimin had tears leaking out his eyelids and sliding down his face, falling to the fuzzy rug beneath his feet. Jimin wiped his tears with his sleeve and whispered; "you don't. need me. right. now." he closes his eyes and recollected himself, he picked up his bag on the floor.

Kwon stood there, a bit shocked but mostly pissed off. how could Jimin just leave him, he was about to do a show and he needed him by his side. Jimin was his motivation and support, they would even have fun once the show was done. he loved Jimin to bits but why would Jimin walk out on him like that. all those things were running through his head so he became ignorant to the fact that Jimin's family was in a crisis.

"JIMIN! how could you even say that?! i always need you!" he stopped Jimin from leaving the dressing room by grabbing his hand, a bit too tight for Jimin giving the look of discomfort in his face but he didn't care.

"LET GO! i have to go, he's not well for crying out loud!" he cried, tears brimming once again

"HE?! WHATEVER! JUST FUCKING LEAVE! DONT COME BACK HERE! YOU DAMN WHORE!" Dean yelled he ripped his hands from Jimin's and pushed him out the room, slamming the door in his face. he wiped his eyes and went to his dressing room mirror. why did he love Jimin so much to the point he couldn't control himself around him, anytime Jimin would try to separate them he'd get so angry he'd almost hurt him, if he hasn't already.

it was toxic indeed, but he couldn't see that, he just wanted to love him, forever—'till we die' "FUCK." he slammed his fist down onto his dresser and buried his head in his hands. It felt fake, Jimin's love towards him felt fake. otherwise why would he be leaving him so often?

he took a pen and his notepad and started writing something down. he didn't want Jimin to leave him—ever—he's been through so many bad relationships and he finally feels like he's found the one. hair and makeup knocked on the door and rushed in giving Kwon some final touch-ups since he's been sweating and stressing over his boyfriend.

"you're on in 5 Dean." a staff member called. Dean shook off all his thoughts and put on the face all his fans know and love. just as he was getting out his chair, he felt a vibration on his thigh coming from his pocket. he unlocked his phone and opened his messages it was from Jimin.

Bonnie🔗❤️
good luck bby, everything's okay over here, no ones gonna die. however i need to stay @ the hospital. I'll be at the house tonight. love you😽

Kwon tsk'd at the message. If everything was fine, and Jimin really loved him, why would he need to stay? he could've come support him like he always used to do. whatever, Hyuk decided to leave him on read since he was clearly still upset, and Jimin will figure that out soon. he put his phone on top of his note pad that had something scribbled onto it, it read; 130 Mood: TRBL if you turned it right-side up since he wasn't paying attention to which way the book was facing.

Dean grabbed his earpiece and put it in walking with a few staff to the stage, he brushed everything off, his thoughts, questions, comments, concerns, and focused on what was in front of him, his music, his fans, his stage, how could he be anymore thankful. though one thing managed to stay on his mind as he looked through the crowd;

where's Jimin?

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ᵀᴴᴵˢ ˢᵀᴼᴿᵞ ᵂᴵᴸᴸ ᶜᴼᴺᵀᴵᴺᵁᴱ ᴼᴺ ᴹᴬᵞ 29ᵀᴴ (ᴵ ᴴᴬᵛ ᶠᴵᴺᴬᴸˢ) ᴾᴸˢ ᴿᴱᴬᴰ ᴹᴼᴿᴱ ᵀᴴᴱᴺ!!!
ᴸᴼᵛᴱ ᵞᴼᵁ🌻
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