Should I tell him ??? <《KIANESSA》>

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Nessa's POV
Man oh man. I can't believe it Kian actually likes me back.
"Haha what're you thinking about?" Kian said nudging me. "Huh!?!? Oh nothing just thinking about our first kiss," I giggled. "Uhhh yeah about that," Kian said scratching the na k of his head. "Uhh I kinda wanna keep it between us for now , you know like on the down low. "Kian," I paused. "Are you embarrassed," I asked looking at him. "What, oh god no why would you say that." Kian said while parking. "Look just forget about the whole thing," I said crossing my arms.
Kian's POV
I like her but it's just I don't wanna complicate the squads relationship and make it awkward. Should I tell her that? No, I don't wanna hurt her feelings......
"Listen Nessa, I get that you have feelings for me and trust me I reciprocate the energy back it's just that I really need to focus on my career and YouTube and you know I don't think a relationship can fit in my schedule anywhere. "Kian you're such a nice guy and have such a genuine heart." Nessa said while rubbing my hands. "I fully understand......Well thanks for dropping me off, and thanks for everything else." Nessa said
As she was getting out my car I grabbed her arm and gave her a kiss and winked as I pulled off.

Nessa's POV
I'm bummed, but content.
"Wow so you told him?" I was startled by Roni's voice as I turned around. "Roni, hey.....what're you doing here?" I asked as I walked towards her. "Left my phone at Bobbys but the door was lock so I waited in the parking garage." Roni said smiling
"Listen, I was being overdramatic earlier about you telling Bobs and Frans," I said hugging Roni. "Well from the looks of it you are doing just fine, tell me everythinggggg." Roni said jumping up and down. "Wellllllll you were right I did tell him and....." I said smirking. "Annndd what Nessa, come on tell me." Roni said pulling my arm. "Alright alright.......WE KISSED!!!!" I said then covering my head. "Oh my goodness, Nessa I'm so happy for you. "Thanks Roni, ugh come on lets go home." I said putting my arm around her.