Chapter six

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I wanted to keep going with the kiss. God knows I wanted to, but I had to push him off of me. " I can't " was all I can say. " I'm sorry I shouldn't have..." he started to say but I just walked away.
     I couldn't stop thinking about this morning. I might have to avoid Mr. Cameron for a while. Call home saying I'm sick so I won't have his class to worry about. I just don't want to have any sort of interaction with anyone at all. So I decided to skip the rest of school today.
    I walk out and walk towards the woods. I pull my camera out of my bag and take some pictures. I found a creek nearby the school. I just lay there thinking why does my life have to be so fucked up. I have nothing to show for my 17 years of life. I should've just killed my self when I had the chance. I lay down and soak in the last of the sun before it leaves everybody in the cold days of winter. "You know skipping class can go on your school records right?" A familiar voice asks.
"And you know stalking is a crime?" I retorted. I opened my eyes, and saw that it was just jack.

 I opened my eyes, and saw that it was just jack

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A/N what I think Jack would look like. 🥰
He sat down beside me, and moved his hair out of his face. "So? How are you doing? " he stared at my face. "Good" I just wanna be alone. ".... what happened to your face?"
"Nothing."
"Are you sure? Because it looks like something did happen."
"I'M FINE! Now just leave me alone."
"Well if you need someone to talk to or just... hang out I'm here for you." With that he left.
  I start to cry my eyes out. I hear more footsteps coming my way . " I said I wanna be alone " I screamed.
"Yeah, but you didn't tell me that." Mr. Cameron. Why me? "What do you want?" Why can't people just leave me alone? "I wanted to say that I apologize." He turned on his heel. "Wait!" I needed to know why he kissed me. I did at least deserve that. "Why did you do it?" I'm fed up with the BS already.
"Do what?"
"You know what for. You kissed me, and need I remind you that I'm your student?"
"I don't know why I did it. I just saw that you were hurt and I would've done anything to make it go away." He looked like he was about to cry. Like he was remembering something. Or someone. "Like the other girl?" I meant to keep that thought to myself. "Yes like Alyssa." He tried to walk away, but I wanted to know more. I grabbed his hand
" You can't save everybody though. " I didn't realize what I was doing, but I grabbed his face and pressed my lips into his. It started off slow, then it turned into a passionate kiss. Our tongues fighting for dominance. He pulled away "If we do this we can't tell ANYONE. Got it?" One of his hands grabbed my throat. Not to hard though. "Yes sir " I assured him. With that he pulled me back in to resume the kiss.

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