[YG WINNER fanfic] Rebirth

Chapter 1 - Intro

5/12/14

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Dear god,

Why must all of these terrible things happen to me?

What have i done in my previous life to deserve all these suffering and pain?

Would it be better if i just end everything?

I left the house without shoes, just ragged clothes soaked with blood. My face, arms and legs are all bleeding.

My mother passed away three years ago due to a terrible car accident caused by my father's, or should i say a beast's drunk driving so i'm only left with my elder brother to protect me. That beast got jailed for a few years and when he came out, i thought he would start over a new leaf but i was wrong. He continued drinking and always return home either drunk or crazy. He would start beating me up and my elder brother will always be my shield to protect me. Until one day, that beast threw a flower vase on his head and my brother passed away.

He's not my father, he's a murderer. He killed my mom, my brother and the happiness in this family.

I'm left with nothing, i'll just end it all.

I ran towards the road and stood in the middle. My mind went blank, all i could see is white walls, nothing else. I could still hear the surrounding; cars honking and people screaming for me to move.

"Yah Kim Sunhwa, move out of the way! Are you crazy?!"

I heard my best friend. Seconds later, gravity hit me. I flew across the road and this is where i know everything will finally end. All the pain, the years of suffering and my depression. A faint smile formed on my face and before i close my eyes, i prayed to rebirth again.

I want to lead a happy and peaceful life, i want to feel what is it like to have a happy family.

I'm sorry Jongin ah.

I want to rebirth again.

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