As I saw no end in sight and I new nothing was going to change I... planned my suicide looking for a way to stop the pain that I felt just wanting to be able to look at myself in the mirror and not cry.
But, the day was different my sister was looking at things on YouTube as she was looking up music she found a grouo called SHINee and I found a reason to stay for another day as I watched video after video.
I was finding groups that explained what was happening within me, but no one and I mean no one could understand.
