The new girl

chapter 2

sorry for not updating for 3 months you probaly hate me i know but there was so many shit going in my life so i am realy sorry but i am back oh and i am gonna delete " my love story " book because it sucks so yeah

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songs for this part money on my mind - sam smith

louder- neon jungle

dont be gone too long - chris brown ft ariana grande

------------------------------------------------------------ Vannesa's POV

i don't even know if i am happy or not ? i mean i am moving to Canada living with my grandmother probaly my whole life and away from my problems, and my mom and dad are not with me because of their problems wich i still dont know why they fight .Why can't i just have a happy family like other people ?

"what b-but mom ?"

i cant clearly speak i am so shocked . she smiled to me not know what else to do . She hugged me and i hearded a few sobs i know she was crying , i mean your daughter is moving to another country and is not gona be close to you because of the problems in the house . believe me i do love her with all my heart . you maybe ask but your dad don't you love your dad ? well no i always hated him when i was a kid .

When i said i was going ouside to play he always said no , he still says no if i want to go outside .Thats the reason i don't have friends and people call me a loser .

Oh and did i mention he does drugs and he always gets home around 4 AM he was probaly fucking a girl in the night club , yeah he cheats on my mom she doesn't know well i do because i saw it with my own eyes .

i was right now packing my bags cause my flight leaves on 6PM i just threw all my clothes not all just my favorites because it is realy cold in Canada ( Stratford ) and i am gonna buy there a lot of clothes. "VANNESAAA !!"' my mom screamed that means dinner is ready. I walked to the kitchen to see my mom cooking pancakes and my dad sitting on the chair his eyes are red he is probaly high what a loser .

I sitted on my chair it was so silence you can hear the clock . My dad doesn't even say hi, what is so hard to only say one freaking word i mean he is the worst dad EVER .The last time we talked was when i found out he was with another girl in his bedroom naked he slapped me to not tell to mom or he will kicked me out the house. and since then we never talked not even a word or making eye contact . '' so did you already pack ?" my mom said breaking the silence ''yeah i did '' i said smiling to her not looking to my dad who is sleeping on his chair

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i was in my room i only had 30 minutes when i leave my mom and dad , this house where i lived 17 years , my problems it feels like there is a new clean chapter in my life right now that is waiting for me . i heard a knock in my room i opended my door and what i felt was pain on my cheek he again punched me his last punch to his daughter '' bye '' he said closing the door . i stand there in shock probaly a good 30 min because i heard a honk that belongs to my mom car.

bye the old me

i am now gonna be the new girl.