Her Journal (COMPLETE)

The Journal

It was a couple hours since the car crash. I'm in the hospital next to her. Beep beep beep beeeeeeeeeeep 

"N...no no no no no NO NO! YOU CANT LEAVE ME!" Tears fell from my eye sockets. Doctors and Nurses ran in the room one of them tried to drag me out but failed. Three more doctors came and successfully got me out.

I go home thinking about (y/n). Why did you go (y/n) why?

••••••

I lie bed after hours of crying. Numb... I'm so numb.

I take out my phone and read the past conversations we have had.

(Y/N) CHAN~💖💖💖

Hey kiddo 😉

Hey Sansy

Wanna go to Grillby's?

HELL YEAH!! 😋😋😋

Haha then it's a date 😁

Lol see u soon 💙
Read 4:38 pm

I woke up with Paps shaking me. "Y-yeah Paps?" I asked "YOU HAVE BEEN ASLEEP ALL DAY SANS!" Papyrus said.

"Well I guess I'm glad you woke me up cause if I sleep anymore I'll end up deeprest!" I said putting on on the most realistic smile I could manage. Paps walked out of the room.

I sigh and slip on my slippers then walk downstairs to hear the crash on the news. I rush to the TV and turn it off feeling as if I were going to start to cry again. "SANS I WAS WATCHING THAT" Paps yelled "WELL I DON'T WANT TO WATCH (Y/N) DIE AGAIN OK!" I yelled back tears falling down my cheeks "W...What was that Sans" Papyrus said sadness laced in his words "(y/n)... died last night" I replied "w-we were heading to Grillby's to grab a bite to eat on our way back a semi hit us from behind" I said crying even more. Paps started crying also.

Papyrus told everyone what had happened. I got a lot of calls that day. I walked to (y/n)'s room and sat on her bed thinking what might have happened if we didn't go to Grillby's last night. More tears fell when I thought of her. My soul aches like hot acid is being poured over it. "Why did ya go kid" I said aloud. Taking one last glance around her room I find the Journal I have to her as a birthday present.

I opened it...

February 23rd...