The Prison Room

diary

Mei's POV

I'm pretty sure my whole body is numb now. I can barely move a inch. It hurts. So bad. The shocks, the vibtations. Its tortuous,painful. My eyes swelled up a couple of times due to the amount of times i crieed during the punishment.
But... the funny thing is that...I'm enjoying myself .
The pain,the torture and shocks. Everything. Its so satisfying. Why why,why do i feel this way.

Suddenly, the sounds of the vibrations stop and i gasp as i hear the doors opening and closing.

I could tell that it was Yuzu. The way she breathes,the way she does her things, i know now.
"Mhm..." i tried saying. Im exhausted after that long night.

"Mei,my darling,how are you now," Yuzu said,her voice as cold as ever.She slid the blindfold off my eyes and it took me a while to get used to the brightness after being in the dark for so long."you did so well..." she whispered,before lightly giving me kisses on my cheeks.

Yuzu unchained me and carried me to her room. "Master?" I whimpered.
She layed me down on her bed and took out some sort of book. She smiled and sat beside me.

She kissed my forehead and opened the book. It turned out to be her diary.
"I always wanted to read this to you,but after what happened to you....well, lose your memories made me feel so miserable,so lonely."She said,slowly,steadly. Her voice seemed so croaked,pained but it was beautiful.
"I knew,this was our memories,you lost those memories in this book. And then,i realised that this book was also the only thing that might be able to bring you back--back to me."

I saw glimmer in her eyes,she was excited and also at the same time extremely worried. I sighed.

"Then...please read it to me"i replied. I was nervous. I won't completely say that i can really trust her,but after all these that she has done to make me regain my memories,i guess i can.
Yuzu started to flip the book.

"September 2016,
I met this girl,she was so lonely unlike me. She so different. Reading a book,and suddenly fainting. Now im here,waiting for her to be conscious again. Hmm... i wonder what are those marks for---
It looks scary,like scars,deep and going deeper each time. Oh, she's awake----

She was scared.
She ran.
I wonder why.
I had no choice. I chased. The hallways were all filled with our footsteps,echoing each time."

Yuzu paused and smiled,"there's more"

"April,2017
I confessed. She vividly smiled said she loved me back. Im delighted. Very . Im so happy i cant breathe,so very happy, im smiling,everyday,happily.
Mei,she is my joy my everything. And there's no way I'm letting go of her.
No fucking way.
I ain't going to let anyone hurt her,hit her,bully her. Not even her parents. I still rememberthe first day i saw her. Scars all over. Sometimes I feel like she wants to die, but she's trying her best, and now, even better when she's with me. Im thankful. Very thankful for whatever she has given me. Thank you."

"June,2018
Im writing this just before im starting class...cause... Today is the day,that Mei will turn 17,finally im so happy. But...i wonder if she will be coming to school ...she hasn't been coming school...i wonder what has happened...
-Time skip-(end of class)
Its end of class now. Mei has been so...quiet as if she doesnt know me. she keeps avioding me
Im scared
Im scared
Im scared.
I'm going to lose her....and it'll kill me"
"
"This is the last one...before you left" She added.

"August 2018,
Mei has transferred schools. And for these past 3 months, she never talked to me or showed any movement. She was like the same. Emotionless. She doesnt know me anymore. Im lost, confused. What happened. What caused this stupidity. I will take my revenge. I will end whoever who have taken advantage of Mei. I will kill them in my own hands. I will and i shall.

She's not coming back....right...never again..."

Yuzu breathed,slowly she closed her diary and passed a picture to me.
"This,"she wispers,"is the last picture we took. I thought I'll never find you again... and here you are"

I held my arms open,my fingers carefully touching the smoothness of the print. I felt so weak. My body was taking over me. These emotions that have been kept hidden for so long. Its all coming back to me,its so sudden. I don't know how to react to this.
Then,i see tears. Tears,slowly and slowly tricking down and they dont even seem to stop. It hurts, my mind, my body. But this feeling, that all at the same time every moment that I've lost in my life coming back, it's overcoming the pain. I don't mind. She's here now, the person I've once loved. The person that have kept me safe all these while. The person in fromt of my eyes.
Yuzu.
"Yuzu...."i started "YUZU,YUZU ,YUZU,..."i whined,and never stopped calling her name out.
"Yuzu...!"

"Im here,its fine Mei, you've regained your memories. Thats all it matters now" Yuzu held me close to her chest and this
Moment seemed to last forever....

______________Author's note __________
Ah,so fun to write this story again. Looks like im not behind time this time right? Hehe, yup. Thanks for dropping by this new chapter, i really hoped you enjoyed it as much as i did. It was really fun.