Monsters

Prolouge

I like to think that when you die, you feel nothing. No afterlife, no time for you to remember how you died or regret having that argument with your sister about something so petty you can't even recall it. No pain, no feelings, just an empty void. Most people, especially people like myself, fear death. They try to delay it. I am not one of those people. I'm not suicidal, just indifferent. I'm not the kind to #YOLO but I do what I want to ; we all die eventually so what does it matter? It just so happens that what I want to do is 'immoral' and 'evil' and makes me a cold hearted monster. I'm not going to tell you that I don't understand why what I do is wrong because that would be lying. I understand perfectly well.

What people don't seem to comprehend, is how hypocritical they're being. Some people are praised for doing what I do, given a medal and a gold fucking star. It's disgusting. It's one thing doing what I do, it's something completely different if you accept praise for it. I make sure people know how much of a monster I am without actually telling them what is I do. I drive people away because if I let them get close, if I let them put me on a pedestal, I know I will ultimately come crashing down. They will realise I'm a monster and they'll tell everyone. And I can't have that. Not because I deny being a monster, which I am, but because I need to remain hidden, like the monsters under your bed or in your closet. Your sure they're there and even when you're told they aren't, you can feel them watching you, waiting for you, feeding off of your fear. I'm not too different from those monsters. I'll stalk you, wait for the moment when your fear is crippling, and that is when I strike. And I don't care afterwards. I won't regret what I do. But I'm not heartless. Not quite. I promise. I feed off of fear, not pain, so when I strike, I'll be sure to kill you quickly. Unless you've pissed me off.

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Just a sneak peak. Don't know if I should write anymore so let me know and I'll see. Also, any title ideas? It sounds pretty crap at the moment. Thanks.
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