Schizophrenia

Meeting you is...

"Tzuyu! Tzuyu! Stop running away... "

"Son! Please stop running... Everything will be okay... Tzuyu! "

"Nooo!!! "

"This is not the first time I was rejected. Do I not deserve to be love? Why everyone always left me behind? I am tired... This pain is unbearable... What did I do wrong? "

Tears fell down his eyes continuesly, so much bottled feelings he endured, feelings he wanted to let go, feeling he wanted to escape. But how could he do it? When everything is already happening and is too painful to handle . He stopped from running when he realized he's already standing in the middle of the road.

He look back at where his sisters and father shouting for him to stop but he heard nothing. He saw tears falling down on their eyes but he only felt his own tears.

"Just take me so I won't feel the pain anymore..... Please~"

He turned away and smile when he saw a car on the other street and run to bump against the full speed car and there...

Everything slip so fast.

He closed his eyes and smile.

"Thank you... "

*

"OH MY! OH MA MY! OH MAMA MY! SANAAAAAAA! HE'S OPENING HIS EYES NOW, OH MY GOD IT'S A MIRACLE! "

Momo whose observing the peaceful tanned man that is lying on the bed for almost three days already jumped in joy. She caress the man's cheeks to make sure he's really awake. Sana who she just called immediately run upstairs as when she heard Momo shouting. She throw the paper plates she was holding that startled her friends, Jihyo, Dahyun and Mina.

"WHAT?! ARE YOU SURE MOMO?! WAIT EXCUSE-LET ME SEE-"

Sana stopped as when she look at the man in front of her sitting peacefully. No- he look so mysterious, so cold and you can see nothing on his face except to the fact that his face and facial features are all perfect.

She stepped closer to him and scan his body. He still have wounds on his chest, bondage on his head and bruises in some part of his face. Sana stared at him, she feel pity towards him but she couldn't say a word.

"Oh God! Finally he's awake! "

Jihyo butted in and sat on the edge of the bed, he worriedly held his hand and ask.

"Hey! Do you feel anything? Do you feel hurt? Can you please tell me your name? "

The tanned man look up to her but he didn't say a thing. He just stared back at her and look away. Sana whose just watching them fell silent. She's observing him and she felt hurt seeing him in that kind of state.

"I'm Jihyo. We found you on the lake unconscious and was covered by blood. We didn't take you to hospital since... It is too far from here and... Well, we're not that rich to sustain the possible bill. Hey... Are you alright? "

Suddenly, he gripped on the blanket and felt his chest stinging for the nth time. His jaw clenched in anger. The three was speechless seeing his behavior.

"Why did you save me? "

Their jaws dropped in sync. They can't believe what they just heard. He was saved and yet he was complaining, he was asking on why did they saved him?

"I think it should be 'How did we saved you? ' right? "

Sana finally got the words to say. He turned to her and the way he stares is just like he was throwing a cold water. He then suddenly stand up without realizing his state causing him to fall back on the bed. Sana was quick to catch since the bed isn't fluffy at all. It is not comfortable for a patient.