Schizophrenia

The Best thing ...

'You were not supposed to cry. You don't deserve the pain, you don't deserve to suffer though everybody does because you're way too special Tzuyu.  I don't know how to make you smile, I want to hear you laugh but... I'm not in the place to make you what I want you to. '

"Will you mind if I'll bring you somewhere? " Sana asked slowly stepping forward to him. The latter gulped and hesitantly nodded which is very unexpected. A smile crept on her face.

"Can I hold your hand? " she asked once again, she would be lying if she don't feel how her heart throbs as her feet started to tremble. Tzuyu looked down on her as their eyes met.

Then what Dahyun said to him flash through his mind. 'She's too strong to smile despite everything... ' he thought but he shook his head to what Sana had asked. The latter devastatedly turn her back from him while feeling her heart that was now aching.

"J-just follow me then. " Sana said and gestured him to follow her, Tzuyu did as what she told. While on their way, Sana can't help but spare a glance from time to time. He can feel and see it but he keep quiet. He's observing the way and found it already amazing, the image looks far from the actual resort they're in.

"Where are we going? " he finally asked making Sana turn to look at him. She smiled widely.

"We're going to a place where you will feel safe, far from rejections, heartaches and tears... "

That words alone stopped him from his track as he stared at her. Her smiles that is very genuine and eyes looking so emotionally beautiful. She's really a beauty but behind her beauty there's a story, a painful one.

Few minutes of walking, finally they reached the other side of the island where the beauty mostly defined the world. His eyes widened in surprise, the place is undoubtedly amazing. Like the person beside him.

"How is it? "

"It's beautiful... "

"Real—"

"Like you! "

Sana blushed crimson red while looking away from him. It didn't go unnoticed by him. A deep music from her mouth echoed through her ears.

He laugh...

He just laugh.

Sana forgot the red tint on her cheeks as she moved and face him. With a wide grin on her face.

"Cute. " she said as she stared at him deeply.

"Have you forgotten her? Or she's still the one? "

The sudden question stopped him from laughing.  Confused, was written all over his face. Sana became serious all of a sudden.

"What? "

"Your girlfriend. "

Although it may hurt her, she's determined to ask. If he still loves her then she don't have the choice but to stop her feelings for him.

Tzuyu's face tightened as his heart started to palpitate. Her girlfriend. It pains him to see her nowhere and even time won't heal that pain. And maybe that will be forever in his heart.

Sana bite her lips, she looked down and about to cut his thoughts off when he beat her to it.

"No. I just can't forget everything about her, every single detail of her, and I think I will never forget her. She poured so much love and so much pain to me—"

"Stop... I heard enough... Let's go ba—"

"This is the second time you'll say you have heard enough and will go back, I thought you're strong and I'm the weak one here. "