Matthew imagine

The accident.

Your on your way home from Taylor's house. You kissed and said goodnight to Matthew before you left. Just as you are getting to the end of the street your cell phone rings, it's Matthew.

"I just had to hear your voice again, I'm sorry if I scared you!"

You glance back in your mirror to see Taylor's house knowing that Matt was there thinking about you. When you lock your eyes back on the road you hear matt say "still there babe?" At that moment all you could see were headlights shining so bright into your car then a loud bang. Dead Silence. "Hello? Y/n what was that? Hello?!" Matt is in tears at this point screaming into the phone yelling your name and the rest of the boys in the background asking what happened.

(Switching into Matts pov)

My stomach felt sick as I threw my phone and sprinted to my car ignoring the boys' confused faces and questions. They ran after me but I was in my car and on the road by the time they got outside, they all got into Taylor's car and followed me. I tried my best to see through my tears. It was about 11 at night. Smoke, all I could see was a huge cloud of smoke rising from a pile of metal at the end of the street. It was her car and a very large truck. I couldn't fight the feeling that the love of my life was laying in pain right In front of my eyes. I hardly put the car in park as I jumped out and ran to her. A group of policemen held me back as I pushed against them to try to get a better look. The boys were there by then and were trying to pull me away assuring me that we would meet her at the hospital. I finally could speak through my tears and gave in to the boys' pleads. "Okay. Then let's go, now! Hurry they're taking her!" I said as I sprinted to my car, Nash quickly sprinted after me and grabbed my arm before I got to my car and said "your not driving I'm taking our car I'll meet you guys there, go with Taylor. Please Matt" his voice was scared but firm, knowing he wouldn't be convinced, I gave into his demand. I ran to Taylor's car on the other side of the street and we followed the ambulance for what seemed like forever. Watching the lights fly by the window I was trying to think about all the great things in my life and none of that seemed to matter anymore, if I didn't have her, I had nothing. We finally pulled into the hospital. Taylor dropped me off at the doors and told Carter to come with me, not even waiting for Carter to get out I ran into the hospital. They asked for my relation to her, in my mind I wanted to say something more than just her boyfriend, but it was all I could get out. Carter answered the rest of her questions while I paced and begged her to let me see y/n. We were forced to sit in the waiting room until an update was available. Carter asked if he should call her parents, but I (knowing that her parents abandoned her when she was 14) didn't want them in the same room as me or her.

(Switching to your pov)

You lay motionless and in pain, confused and scared all u can think about is Matt, knowing that he was the only family that u had. U can only hope that he is okay. You hear voices of many doctors yelling demands and messing with machines. You suddenly realize that your eyes aren't open, and no matter how hard you try, they won't open. You can't move. You lay there hopelessly, am I paralyzed? Thoughts race through your mind as you try to move and remember what had happened. Your mind goes blank. Everything gets dark and silent. After what seemed like days u hear a voice, still unable to move, or so you thought. It was Matt. But what was he doing? What was he saying? Is he...is he singing? You listen more intently, he was. Matt was silently singing slow songs of love in your ear and begging for you to wake up in between songs. I'm asleep? You thought to yourself. What's happening to me...

(Matts pov)

A long week has gone by, it was Friday, July 7th, my birthday. I haven't left the hospital since she came in. Carter has stayed here with me for 3 days and the rest of the boys come in everyday for a few hours with new clothes and things for Carter and I. I have been singing to her and talking to her every night. Maybe she can hear me. She has another surgery today, they are going to take her soon. The doctor said that she may never wake up, and if she does, it'll b a miracle if she has any memory at all. That, is what I feared most. They took her away, just now. I told her I loved her and kissed her lightly on the forehead as I do every morning and every night. Hours had gone by and finally the door opened and they brought her back to me. "If y/n doesn't wake up within 24 hours, I'm afraid we are going to have to pull the cord. I'm very sorry Matthew." Upon hearing this I looked up at the doctor who grabbed my shoulder and slowly walked out of the room. Carter and the boys left to give me a moment. I looked over at her beautiful face and cried. Why couldn't it have been me? She doesn't deserve this. Hasn't enough happened to her already? What am I going to do if she doesn't wake up? No. She will. She has to.

(Your pov)

I'm so sorry Matthew. U woke up with those 4 words going through your mind. Until suddenly u found yourself saying them. For the first time in what seemed like forever you heard your own voice. But was it really happening? Lights, u could see lights above your head. Your body was sore, but you were able to sit up. A monitor began to beep and doctors ran in excitedly they examined you and expressed how lucky I was. I looked around the room, where is he? U asked the doctors and none of them answered you until finally u screamed it as loud as you could. The doctors all froze, one doctor asked the rest to leave the room for a moment. Carter walked in, grabbed your hand and put a note inside of it with his head down. It was from Matthew. To Carter. "Carter, I know that she is never going to wake up. The doctors told me numerous times that she's not going to. They are going to pull the cord tonight. I love you and all of the boys so much. But I've made my choice, she is the love of my life and I can't stand to live without her for one second. I'm going to join her in heaven, I'm sorry. By the time u read this I'll be gone, I will have jumped off the roof of the hospital. I love you all so much, never forget it.

-Matthew"

The End.