Forget him // Haechan

1* Valentines

Here am I again, in this movie theater with my friends on valentines day watching "Friend zone".

Why am i so fucking stupid, falling in love with my friend....who is taken. I couldn't get him off my mind ever since he read my letter. My friends were writing for all the cute boys in school while i was writing for him. Only for him. We dropped the letters in the school's valentines box a few days ago.

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"To Jaewon class 9/4
You don't have to know who this is, i just wanted you to know that I like you. From now on, i just hope she takes good care of you."
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I just wonder if he knows it's me. I couldn't concentrate on the movie imagining my crush and his gf sitting here holding hands in the dark theater. For the whole day I felt the need to just cry and let it all out, but I know im stronger than that. Why I would cry over a boy?

"Mila why the hell are you crying it's not even the sad part!" My friend Katy laughed. I realized i was crying and we were just like 20 minutes in the movie.

I was crying till the end of the movie, i couldn't stop. It felt good spilling out all these feelings with the movie when you can relate to it. The movie ended i was still crying, i turned around seeing my friends crying too.
"Yah! You're crying too!" I said giving her a hug.
"Mila, i miss himm!" She cried making me laugh. This doesn't really look like how valentines is suppose to look like.

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It was also the last day of school, which means i have to move out to stay with my brother for the rest of my summer because my parents are always working and i would be all by myself. My parents really cherished me and thinks every thing is dangerous so they would never let me be anywhere alone. That's why it's my brother's job to take care of me.

"Bye guys my brother is picking me up." I waved goodbye
"Wait! Mark oppa?! Mila! Please tell him i love him! Tell nct i love them!"
"What the shit i totally forgot your going to stay with them!"
"YOU'RE SO FUCKING LUCKY I DONT WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH YOU ANYMORE.......yo call us every night i want to know every thing I-" they all screamed so loud i bursted out laughing.

"STOP YELLING ASSHATS"

"YOU STOP SCREAMING"

"NO YOU STOP MY EARS ARE BLEEDING"

I waved goodbye last time ignoring the loud crackheads and made my way to the car park.

I was looking around to find my brother and finally see mark and johnny hitting each other in front of the car, i missed them so much! I quickly ran over and gave them a hug.

"Wait mila, are you crying? Haha you missed me that much? What a dork." Mark said looking at my swollen eyes and my red nose from crying.

"What?! No! I was crying because of the movie!" I hit his shoulder. "Whatever you say princess" he said getting in car.

We went back to my house and got everything i packed earlier in to the car and head to the dorm.

I get why my parents are okay with me staying with these guys, i mean they even have a driver. One of there managers knows my mom very well, that's why I'm able to stay with them.

Otw to the building i told them everything throughout the whole year, i told them about my crush and they laughed at how dumb the story was.

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I'm Mila.... Mila lee, Mark lee's 16 year old sister. If you're wondering what I'm like, well I'm actually really quiet around new people but really crazy around ones that I'm comfortable with. I'm actually one of those 'popular' girl at school, everyone keeps telling me I'm pretty and that they're jealous, I still don't find my self pretty though. Friends say I have this kind of boyish charm, I guess that's cuz I really enjoy sports. I'm also on the school's basketball team.....I guess that also explains how I fell for jaewon. He's also on the school's basketball team. I just want to get over him already, but every time he talks to me I just fall for him all over again. And he doesn't even know it.