Cloudy Love (Jc Caylen Fan Fiction)

Part 3

As I opened my eyes, all I saw was a bright light. I knew I was at the hospital, and I knew exactly what happened the night before. I felt sharp pain in my abdomen, but I knew why, and I was used to it. Although I didn't feel much else, i couldn't move my feet, or my fingers, which really concerned me. Other than thinking about what happened that night, who did it, and how I was dumped in the forest like a piece of trash, I was wondering about that boy, Jc Caylen, I think. He probably left, everyone always leaves. There was so much on my mind, that I didn't even notice the nurse that came in.

"Hello ma'am, I am here to take a blood sample, may you please sit up?"

"Uh, yeah" I replied weakly.

"Just take a deep breath, and exhale."

So i did. Before I knew it she was done. She handed me a small cup of what tasted like coke.

"Oh and, you have a visitor. He's been coming here for the past week. Since your awake, would you like to see him?"

 "Yes but, how long have I been sleeping for?"

 "You fell in a coma, we knew you would be waking up soon. I wasn't sure when to tell you, but i have some bad news. You did have a miscarriage and, we had to abort the fetus. I am so very sorry."

 My heart sank to my feet. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. The nurse sat down beside me and took my hand.

"Do you have family that we should contact?"

 "No." I replied with my shaky voice.

"Alright, i am going to leave you alone" She said while collecting all of her things.

"No, please. Can you send in that boy..?"

"Of course." She quickly said and left.

I was still in shock, but once again, this wasn’t the first time. I've never told anyone, but I had a miscarriage once before, I didn't like to think about it.

*Knock knock*

"Hey.." Jc said very quietly. His voice was so soothing, i could listen to it all day.

 "Hello" I replied in the same tone.

 "How are you? I am so sorry about what happened, the nurse told me" He asked as I felt my face redden. I was so embarrassed, it was all my fault, why did I walk down that beach alone? He probably thought I was so stupid. I wondered if they told him about the miscarriage, I really hoped not.

"I don't know, some pain, some numbness." I could see the worry in his eyes, it feel like he really cared about me. Before he could say anything, I needed to thank him.

"Thank you Jc. I probably would have starved and died in that forest if it weren't for you." I said shyly

"Don't say that"

"But it's true!"

"Let's not talk about it, ok? Let's just be glad that you're fine," He said with a smile. What a smile that was. Perfect.

"Yeah." I was lying. I don't know if I wanted to live, there was nothing worth living for. Neither was I 'fine', I was no where close to being fine.

“Do you have family? Do you want me to drive you home?” He asked.

“No that's ok, thank you for everything thought.”

“Oh no I'm not leaving.” He said as if I slapped him in the face or something.

“Not to sound rude, but why?”

“I'm here for you, don't worry” He said, and held my hand.

In that moment, I felt happy.

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