A million reasons

Chapter 1

-RING RING RING-

-RING RING RING-

Oh joy the sound of my alarm goes off and echoes throughout my room. I know what that means. It's the first day of school and after the last couple days of my summer, I'm not really looking forward to going back to school. I don't want to see him..

My thoughts are interrupted by my mom shouting from in the kitchen.

"Em! Get downstairs right now and eat something before you miss your bus!!" Of course i do what she says but only because I love food so much..

As soon as I reach the bottom of the staircase my nose is filled with the smell of fresh baked pancakes and cinnamon rolls. As I devour my food I look down and see my phone light up with a text from Zack. Great.. Just how I want to start out my day.

*Flashback*

"Tyler can we go back to your house yet!?" I am so annoyed by all these boys around me right now.

As we are walking back to her house I stop to look back just to see if anyone is following us.

I left Jack's house very suddenly so tyler and sofie just followed behind me after they said goodbye to all the guys.

I just got out of there as fast as I could. there was no way I could stay around Zack any longer.

we went into tyler's room for the night so I shot Zack a quick text

~I am not a bully fyi and yahh, tonight was fun~

I waited all night long for a reply. But nothing. What else is new I guess.. he hates me so much but yet, I'm completely the opposite.

I slowly come out of my deep sleep to hear tyler and sofie talking about how they feel bad for me. I feel like there's something I don't know.

Why would they feel bad for me? all these thoughts cloud my head but I don't let them ruin my last day of summer.

*End of flashback*

I look down at my phone to see that he finally texted me back two days later, but it wasn't the reply I was hoping for..

~Whatever no one even cares about you ugly ass piece of shit~

ouch. I can't say that didn't hurt. He keeps me falling for him every time I see him smile but yet he can say these type of things to me all the time. Sixth grade was really when I started to like him but as I saw him more and more in seventh grade, my feelings just kept growing. I would have amazing moments with him, but also moments that I want to forget.

Why can't I get over this stupid boy. If only I could see all the other great boys out there. But Zack has me so blinded I can't see any other boy except him.