Trey Songz:
Mila. Mila. Mila. Mila. She's so special I can't get over her. I'm sneaking around only for her. Only have eyes for her... What am I saying? Everything I'm saying right now should be about Mariah, but it's not. If my girl found out about all of this shit she'll kill me. Mi's nigga probably would do something too but ion care about that nigga. She almost never spoke on that nigga, so is he so important? Nah. I only care about Mi and her only. We so disrespectful. I don't mind being a little disrespectful. She just so special I'll do all of this just to be with her. I don't know how we do it but we do. She ain't my side hoe I know that much. I'm just with Mariah right now, of course for publicity. Mila is everything my family ever wanted for me, so why not just get with her? I mean it could be good publicity for her too, but shit man I'm torn.
Riah said she was going with her sisters somewhere in the Bahamas. I think she's messing around with someone. I can't jump to conclusions that fast but if she is, I can't say she's wrong because I'm doing the same exact thing and then I'd be a hypocrite. I told her Mila was my best friend from long ago. Of course I couldn't just come right out and say that I'm sleeping with Mi behind her back. Although that would've been the right thing to do, I can't. I got myself in too deep and I'm not stopping for nothing or no one.
Mi came over because Nicholas was going on a trip with his friends, at least that is what Mila told me. This would give us about a week or so to spend time together without sneaking around like that. I wouldn't want to go outside because this paparazzi shit. Mariah would go crazy if she heard some dumb shit on TMZ. Even though she knows all about how the paps work she'll believe anything the second she hear it. Mi's cool with it though. She's a free spirit with almost not a care in the world. She wants to go out but I'm not so sure about it. What if we get caught? Never mind. I could just tell them Mi's my best friend; the same thing I told Mariah. I have to just tell Mi we have to lay low. Because I know if we get caught (especially) by Mariah she would make me disappear. But before she could do that I would go to her and lie right to her face. I would make up some dumb shit just for her to stay with me. She'll believe it just like she believes that TMZ shit. I don't want to be known as a heart breaker. I love women. I just don't know how to stay with one only. "Player" or "Hoe" I know you're thinking that. I know. It's sad. I just know how to satisfy them. They're so attractive. Fuck 'em all the time but you know I never wife em.
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I had to go into the studio, so I think it would be nice that I should have Mi come along too. I mean, I wouldn't want her alone in the house that me and Riah share. Too many crazy ass possibilities. We got ready to leave and went out into my black Benz. I saw a couple of paps but none like it usually is. Finally they must've found some other celebrity to fuck with. They all started taking pictures, so we had to rush to get in the car. It could all be over just because of one single picture.
