Dear diary

Chapter 1

August 31st 2014,12:50pm

Journal entry: I seriously don't know anymore

Amanda summers

I'm 16 years old, this can't be happening! It's my birthday today!!! I'm too young, I need to live my life. Make my dreams happen! It's so weird, I can see them, but they can't see me. I try to speak to them but they can't hear me. I can touch them but They can't feel it. I have all of my senses but it's like I'm a... A ghost!

* 1 year earlier *

August 31st 2013 12:56pm

Journal entry 1

Amanda summers

Yay! I finally got a journal, I have been begging my mom to get me one for forever. And I finally got one today as a birthday gift. Yes, it does sound like a diary but I'm 15 so to me it's a journal. This is somewhere private where I can right about my life and high school experiences. My crushes, my best friends, my family and at times, just random rants. I have always wanted to be a writer. It's been my dream since I was in grade 2! I just love being creative and letting my mind take over my body, once I start writing, I can't stop. My best friends Taylor and Cassidy love my passion for writing, they love hearing my stories and they like giving me ideas for my stories. I haven't always been the popular one at school, it has always been Taylor, she's the one who sets all the latest trends, shes not like one of those mean girls, unlike her sister Zoey! She's the meanest of all girls, she's a year older than all of us and picks on me the most. I don't know why she's so mean to me, I didn't do anything to her. I hate school so much, I mean, I don't mind the work, I just hate the fact that I'm the target for all bullies. The only place where I can be myself and not worry about being judged is with my friends and writing in my journal, even my own sister judges me!

I really hope no one reads this, especially Ian!! If he finds it and reads it, my life will be over! Ian is my crush he is just so cute with his dark hair, blue-ish-grey-ish eyes and his dimples :) we are pretty close friends but not that close, he always stands up for me when I'm being bullied, and he is always just super sweet to me. I should probably stop writing and start paying attention to the teacher now, but I'll start writing when I get home.

*after school*

UGGGG I'm finally back from that hell hole, god I hate school! The only good thing about school is my friends, if I didn't have my friends I don't know how I would stand up for myself, because I'm kinda shy. Ok, so here's the deal, I have depression so when I'm sad, I'm REALLY sad. Sometimes I sit in my room, cry and sometimes think about killing myself. I'm going to go now before I start crying.

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Authors note:

Omg I am so excited to write this book! I hope u guys like it :)

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