The Unbreakable Bond (Drarry)

The Fight, Though We Love

*This is taking place during 5th year*

Harry's POV

Like always, I sat with Draco on the train. Ron, Hermione, Blaise, and Pansy joined us at some point during the train ride, but eventually ended up leaving, as Draco and I wanted some alone time. Draco hadn't been acting himself lately and it broke my heart. Every time I tried to pry information, he would stiffen and get really quiet, muttering something about my safety. I decided to stop asking and instead when it was just us left in the train car, I kissed him. He pulled me over to him so that I could straddle his hips and kiss him easier. I wrapped my hands around his neck as he put both of his hands on my face. He deepened the kiss by shoving his tongue into my mouth. I gasped and moved my hands up to his hair to get as close to him as possible. The taste of his lips was addicting. I could taste lavender and mint and I wanted to taste of much of his mouth as possible. Finally, I ran out of breath and had to pull back. I still had my hands in his hair, and my forehead rested against his. "I'm so glad I have you," he breathed out and I smiled and pecked his lips once a more. "I'm glad I have you too. I don't know what I would do without you. We should probably get changed into our robes though, the train will be stopping soon." I smiled and got off of Draco so I could grab our robes. We both changed, and I looked over my shoulder to see Draco pulling on his pants, he had no shirt on yet and I could tell he was toned and had a masculine build, but besides that, I saw something else too, something that shattered my heart into a thousand pieces. Something that made me want to die, or cry, probably both though. My breath hitched and tears came to my eyes, I couldn't let him know I knew though, I wanted to prolong what we had if it was even real. I stared at his left arm, baring a dark mark, and quickly turned around so he wouldn't know I was looking at him. I wouldn't dare tell anyone, and I would have to keep a close eye on Draco. The train stopped, and instead of walking off with Draco, I quickly ran off and started crying. I found a carriage by myself this year, hearing the distant call of Draco asking where I was. I curled up into a ball and sobbed my eyes out until I felt no more reason to live and I fell asleep with eyes red from tears. Once the carriages stopped, a young girl came and tapped me on the shoulder, I recognized her as Luna. She was telling me that it was time to go. I thanked her and walked off to the castle, walking by myself at the back of the crowd of people. I didn't really feel like being around anyone, especially because the person I love is going behind my back to serve the person that wants me dead. I walked into the great hall and Draco came running up to me, tears stained on his face. "Why did you leave me? Did I do something wrong?" I looked at the person who just broke my heart without him even knowing it. "No, I'm sorry." My voice cracked and I looked away from him. "You saw it," I swore I heard him whisper under his breath as tears welled in his eyes before he whispered, "Sorry," and walked over to the Slytherin table to sit with Pansy and Blaise.

Draco's POV

Once the train stopped, Harry flung open the door and ran out like something in our train cart was going to kill him. I pulled on the left sleeve of my robes, trying desperately to make the mark on my arm go away. I started running after Harry. "Harry! Harry! Come back! What's wrong?" Tears threatened to spill from my eyes as Harry kept running until he got to an empty carriage and threw the door closed and locked it so nobody would come in with him. Defeated, I let myself cry as I found a carriage with Pansy and Blaise since Harry took the last empty one. I didn't understand what was wrong, just that whatever it was, I needed to fix it. Pansy and Blaise talked amongst themselves when they saw I was upset and not with Harry. Once the carriages arrived, I ran out of them and looked for Harry. I couldn't find him so I just decided to go to the castle and find him once we got there. "Harry!" I finally spotted him in the Great Hall and ran up to him. "Why did you leave me? Did I do something wrong?" I asked sadly, wanting Harry to be happy. He looked into my eyes and finally replied, "No, I'm sorry." He glanced at my arm before looking away and I understood. He must've seen it when we were changing. I started panicking and whispered to myself, "Oh my god, you saw it," my eyes were tearing up and my body was shaking, it felt like I was going to die, "I'm sorry," I whispered again before walking away to the Slytherin table. I realized that my whole world was about to crumble before me, taking me with it to the deepest depths of hell. The ones where you will eternally burn and scream out in agony for the rest of your life. That's what my life is going to be like without Harry because he no doubt hates me now. And its all because of my cursed father. Fuck him. He just made me lose the love of my life and I'm going to get revenge one day. I will fight on the light side, perhaps as a double agent. For now, I'll just see how it all plays out. Hopefully, Harry will still stick by my side because I don't know how to live without him.

*Time Skip to the Middle of the Year*

Every day I see Harry and desperately hold back my tears. He sits alone at the Gryffindor table and he walks away if he sees me. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. I walked into the Great Hall and Harry turned around to look at me. I probably looked horrible. I had started cutting myself to get rid of the pain I was already feeling. If anybody saw my arm, they would see the dark mark covered by the scars of someone trying to make it go away. My face has lost all color except for the bags under my eyes from the lack of sleep and my eyes were red from crying. Harry stared straight into my eyes as I did the same to him. I turned around and ran out of the room and to the nearest bathroom as I started crying. I heard footsteps behind me and not knowing who it was, I turned around frantically with my wand in my hand. Harry came running in and I shot a hex at him. My heart sank. I never want to hurt him or for him to think I want to. I started crying harder and I told him to go away because all he was going to do was to make me hurt. Apparently, he took that as a fighting cue and started firing hexes at me. I dodged all of them and sent a few back his way. I ran to one side of the bathroom while Harry was on the other side. He looked around the stall and saw me. He fired a curse I had never heard before. "Sectumsempra!" He yelled at me. I felt excruciating pain. It felt like my insides we being ripped out. I fell to the ground and saw blood pooling around me. I no longer had any strength to cry so I just lay there defeated readying myself for death. I could barely turn my head in time to hear a gasp from Harry and for him to run up to me apologizing.

Harry's POV

"Sectumsemrpa!" I yelled at Draco. I wasn't sure what it did, but it was worth a shot. I was crying as well and I really just wanted Draco back as my boyfriend. I'm his mate and I don't love anybody the way I love him. He was the only one who made me happy. I heard a horrible cry of pain followed by a thump. I gasped and ran towards Draco to see him laying on the ground in a puddle of his own blood. I started sobbing and ran up to him so I could keep him in my arms. I couldn't bear the pain any longer and kissed him chastely on the lips. He tried his best to kiss me back but didn't have enough strength. "I'm so sorry. I just didn't understand. I saw the dark mark on your arm and I thought- I thought that you were just using me. I know you would never do that though. I'm your mate. If you don't want me just tell me. Please. I love you Draco." I was choking on my words and paused as I realized what I had just said. "It's ok," Draco was desperately trying to talk, but that was all he could muster. I heard footsteps and was hoping it was someone who could help. To my dismay, it was Snape. Bloody Snape. He looked down at me who was kneeling over a very bloodied Draco, crying, and kicked me off of him. He looked me in the eyes with his dark glare and told me to go to his office to discuss what happened. "No. Please let me stay with Draco. Please." I pleaded with Snape. I was still sitting on the floor next to Draco and Snape just kicked me again and pointed at the door. I finally got up and dragged myself across the castle and to Snape's office, which was dark and lit only with candles. There were no windows and it was very creepy. I sat down in the chair opposite the desk and curled myself up into a ball and started crying. I had no idea if Draco was going to be ok, or if he loves me back.