Hi there i'm cody and i'm gonna tell you how I feel about my best friend killing herself. She was getting bullied and I always told her not to listen to them , but she did and she ended her life because of it. The day she commited suicide she text me saying goodbye and that she had loved me as a boyfriend.
I was shoked becaues she never acted different besides she stayed at my house everyday until around 5-5:30 . It was always fun I miss her. I wish she would've told me she liked me before because love her too ever since we were in 7th grade I knew loved her. She's always been there for me .
I miss how she would come up to me after school and say "you ready?" It was so weird but it was funny and I miss it. She could always bring a smile to anyone's face. Well when i found out she had killed herself i rushed over to her house and looked around and she wasn't there , her brother Kyle called me and said "Meet us at the hospital." We had found out it was to late she was gone.
Today is 3 months she's been gone and i'm visiting her grave and i spoke to her. I told her how much I miss her and that i've loved her since we were kids. I think she should have told her dad about the kids at school but everytime i would bring it up she would change the subject.
I know i can't get rid of my feelings for her so i'm just going to visit her twice a week and tell her about everything. I am thankful that i had her in my life as long as i did so yeah I miss her so much but i know she couldn't deal woth it anymore so I can deal with that but I miss her so much.
Wel guys that was Cody's side of Ashley's death let me know if you liked it :)
~ Alyssa <3
