I grabbed my hair pulling hard why,why did this have to happen everything was gone I pulled harder on my hair trying to take the pain away from my heart I felt a pair of hands pull my hands away from my head "come on were gonna be late" Ashtons voice ringed in my ear great just what I need "do we have to go" I asked "yes" Ashton said tossing my coat at me and grabbing my wrist taking me outside to the car where the other boys were waiting for us "you guys ready" calum said getting into the car thay all said yes "no" I mumbled under my breath we all got into the car and drove I played with my hands I dident want to do this it was just painful I don't see why I had to go
After we arrived we got out of the car heading into the church taking a seat next to (y/n)s brother he looked and smiled at me I smiled back but not that I wanted to I looked at the front of the church the stain glass windows had sun shining through them flowers were everywhere I hated it then the music started playing everyone went silent and turned to look at her, I couldn't bring myself to do it I just looked at my feet but I turned my head to the side to get a glimce of her she looked amazing the dress was white with light blue flowers it fitted her perfectly I brought my head up as she reached the stage saying thankyou to her dad before holding onto her soon to be husbands hands smiling at him the vicar started saying shit I just sighed running my hand through my hair before I knew it she was walking down the isle with him everyone stood up cheering i stayed seated not looking trying to hold in my tears after most people had left Luke nudged me to indicate we had to go to the after party I stood up walking to the car
When we got to the building I got out of the car almost falling couldn't believe it how could she do this she knew I was coming why did she have it here Ashton put his hand on my shoulder "isint this the plac-" "yea it is" I said cutting him off we walked over to the doors I opened to door holding in my tears we walked down the long hall way I looked at the roof wow it looked the same we came to an arch way that led out side the place I'd been dreading a few seats were lined out with tables a dance floor food everything you could ever want I walked slowly towards my table looking at every detail it was all this same when I got to my table I took a seat looking at the other boys who were talking to each other I looked around wondering when (y/n) would get here
I just finished my main course and she still wasn't here her husband was I stood up to go to the bathroom I walked into the hallway I was about to turn into the bathroom when I heard a sob coming from across the room I walked toward the door putting my ear agenst it I could hear sobbing (y/ns) sobbing I knocked on the door I heard a sniff "come in" she said I opened the door to her sitting on the edge of the bed makeup running down her cheeks. She looked at me "Michael" she said almost puzzled " what are you doing here" "I'm at your weddin-" I was saying she ran up and kissed me wrapping her arms around my neak I kissed back on her soft lips she pulled away looking down "sorry" she said crying I pulled her into a hug "don't be" I whispered "I still love you Mikey" "I love you too" I said bringing her lips to myn the kiss lasted for about ten seconds but it was the best ten seconds of my life.
(Hii this is a new book sorry its bad I'll try make them better as I go :) {grace} )
