Jaime all over

Chapter Nine

*Jaime's pov.*

Triggering. Okay, read at your own risk.

Hannah's gone. Rhilee's gone. My whole life is gone. All my fault, I had no body now. Tony hated me, mike and Vic are totally mad at me, Kali and carter hate me as well. My life is suddenly a big pike of fucking shit. Maybe if I'm gone no body would have to deal with me.

'Hey Hime, come eat.' Mike said. I don't want too.

'Okay. I'll be down in a couple minutes. Gotta pee.' I lied. I took a shaving razor, busted it apart and held the metal piece in my hand. Should I do this? Fuck my thoughts, I took the metal piece and before I could do anything Hannah stood in the doorway, crying.

'H-Hime, what are you doing?' She asked. How was she here? She was in philly.

'Nothing, and if you cared you would let me kill myself.' I said.

'Give me the razor Hime.' She demanded.

'No. I'm using it.' I said back. I took it and dragged it across my arm. Causing Hannah to scream out for help.

'HELP! TTONY.' She screamed. I dug deeper.

Tony and Vic ran in and they both instantly started crying. Vic ripped the razor out of my hand, still crying, and threw in in the toilet, flushing it. Tony got a first aid kid, grabbing ointment, and gauze wrap for my arm. They took me downstairs and sat me down. What did I just do? I thought.

'Hime, why did you do this?' Hannah asked, pointing to my arm while mostly everyone was in tears.

'B-because you don't love me anymore.' I said tears spilling out of my eyes.

'Hime Alberto, I'll always love you.  Now those better heal, here, have Rhilee.' She said and put her in my arms. Oh I missed this little baby.

'Tony, tony. My water broke.' Kali cried in pain. Carter ran over to help her stand strait while tony put her in the car. I'm not going. Fuck hospitals. I thought.

'Now Hime, please tell me the real reason you did this.' Hannah asked again, feeling my arm.

'Ever since you left its like everyone hates me, everyone doesn't want any part of me. I thought about suicide for awhile but then I remembered you and Rhilee. I thought if I killed myself Rhilee wouldn't have a daddy, and I can't let that happen. She's my baby girl, and so are you.' I said kissing her cheek.

'Hime, I came here to let you know something.' She trailed off.

'Yes my dear?' I asked.

'I really don't know if we are going to work out. You can't even trust me. I've found somebody that I like, who trusts me and loves me.' She said, I felt my heart sink. Oh great. More reasons to kms.

'Oh. Well. Who is it?' I asked.

'Its Austin. I love Austin.' She says again.

'After everything with him? Hannah, what about us? Me, you, Rhilee. Oh my baby Rhilee.' I said, tears rolling down my cheeks.

'Goodbye Hime.' She said leaving.

Why is this happening to me? What did I do so wrong? And Austin! I hope he takes care of Rhilee. I sat and cried for a couple hours. Thinking of what a shitty job I do at being a good person.

'Hey were home, Kali had Tristan.' Vic says. I just nodded.

'How are they doing?' I asked.

'Good, tony says hello.' He said taking a bunch of balloons up. They reminded me of Hannah.

'I'm going to bed.' I said, Vic nodded.

*Hannah's pov.*

I can't believe what I seen in the bathroom, I headed to Austins place and seen Azalee's car in the drive way. I parked my car and went inside. Austin was on the couch sleeping and alan slapped him.

'YOUR LADY IS HERE. WAKE UP.' He screamed in Austins face.

'God damn Alan, shut up.' He said. The smiled at me.

'I have to talk to you.' I said sitting next to him.

'Yes babe?' He said holding me.

'I- Jaime cut himself in front of me.' I blurted out. His eyes got wide.

'W-what do you mean?' He asked.

'He was afraid of losing me, and he didn't want to live with out me. I true to stop him but nothing worked.' I said.

'I think you should give him another chance.' Austin said.

'O-okay.' I said and with that I left.

I drove home and ran inside, up the stairs, and into Jaime's room. He was sleeping with Rhilee in his arms. How cute. I took of my jacket, shoes, and jeans, slid in bed and cuddled up next to Jaime.

From then I knew, Jaime Preciado was the one I'll always be with.

(A/n)

Okay, so I did put a self harm part in this story. And I did that because of some details that I'm not explaining right now.

Also, I know its short.