Casual Sex (swanqueen)

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Regina!" Emma yelled as she ran after the pissed off brunette. She caught up to mayor who didn't turn around but kept walking, moving quicker trying to get to her car before the blonde could catch up to her. She was at the door of car about to open it when Emma jumped in front of the brunette slamming the car door shut, "You can be mad at me all you want and you can be pissy about this all you want because for once you didn't get your way, but don't you dare take it out on other people!" Emma yelled intending for that blow to hurt the mayor and it did.

"You think I'm mad because I didn't get my way? Jesus Christ Emma I thought you were smarter than that!" Regina yelled back.

"What the hell are you talking about?" Emma asked her anger rising in volume.

"Did you ever consider that maybe if you didn't run or leave that maybe you would have a family but that's all you know Emma! That's all you've ever done is run, you gave your son up, put him through the same thing you went through expect lucky for him I got to him so he could be loved!" Regina snarled.

"Do not bring Henry into this," Emma growled in a threatening tone.

"Maybe if you stopped running you would have some to really love you! Maybe you would..." Regina began was cut off by the loud smack of Emma's hand against her face.

"What the hell do you know about love?" She yelled at the mayor, she feel the hot tears threaten to show themselves.

Regina looked at Emma and held a hand to her now red cheek the tears beginning to form in her eyes, she felt a few tears run down her cheeks. She opened her car door and slammed it shut driving off quickly down the road leaving the blonde sheriff standing there alone with the clouds beginning to rumble above.

Emma walked back towards the police station with her head low trying to hold back her emotions and tears, she soon let them fall when the rain poured down on her instantly soaking slim frame. She didn't even bother running to the station she walked slowly in the pouring rain, the clouds above making the sky become much darker. Emma finally lost it and stopped in the middle of the street with no one around, just the sound of the rain hitting the ground.

Emma ran her hands through her hair and sunk to the ground outside the police station finally breaking, finally letting the tears and emotions that she didn't let go the night before. She sobbed tears running down her cheeks. She didn't care who saw her, didn't even care what happened all she knew was that she fucked up. And she fucked it up bad.

She didn't know what to do, this is exactly what she always ran from, pain, emotions, and feelings. But clearly she had failed miserably she thought that if she ran and pretended that it didn't matter that she wouldn't get hurt, now not only had she hurt herself she hurt Regina as well. She didn't regret slapping her but at the same time she did, it killed her to see the pained look that the mayor had given her.

In that moment Emma saw through Regina's walls and her anger, her fake mask that she wore to protect herself. She had seen through it before she knew that it was there as a defence but never had she been the cause of all that emotional pain. She didn't even know where to go from here, she didn't know how to approach the brunette, what if the mayor pushed her away. Regina would never listen to Emma she would go back to hating the blonde.

Right now she felt horrible and she knew that if she could've gotten up she would have and she would have gone to find the mayor but she couldn't find it in herself to get up off the ground and go to her. So instead she sat in the pouring rain crying drenched from the water, shivering from the cold water.