The Boss

Explanations and surprises

Quinn eventually wakes up so I make her and me breakfast and she explains 'he said he doesn't want children so early he wants to live a married life first.' If Joey was here I would punch him in the dark side. I am so evil. I eventually got round to telling her about the kiss. She listened carefully and when I finished my explanation she comment 'do you want to kiss him again?' she asks in a jokey tone that makes me smile. She always knows how to make me smile.

As I get up to get a drink she goes to the loo. I sit down on the couch whilst I wait for her to come back. When she eventually returns she as a grin on her face going from one ear to the other. She very excitedly but clear 'I am not pregnant' I run and hug her tightly and we jump around excitedly. We calm ourselves down eventually and we both cannot get rid of the smiles on our faces. 'I'm so glad I am not pregnant I would be so tired constantly' Quinn says in a happy and relieved tone .

While we have lunch we catch up on EVERYTHING and then we do some wedding planning. I had no idea she was obsessed with the color sky blue. Then she leaves at around 2ishpm with an aching jaw from a lot of talking. I let my mind drift and drifts towards the thought of Joey with a child which I have to put away because the thought hurts. I remember when we secretly dated 13years ago, we dated for 4 years and when I was 17 I became pregnant and I gave birth to his dead baby but he doesn't know and I don't plan on telling him.