Sungsik - Afraid? Why?

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a/n: im sorry that this was hella short! I had writers block with this one T-T

Also,i didn't know the ship name so I came up with that,my apologies if it is not accurate

Requested by ; lennondaughter

"no",he breathed out ,his hands shaking as he stared at the sign,"nonononononono! thi- this can't possibly be right!",he cried.

He threw the pregnancy test away and took out another from a new package. He shakingly spread his legs and inserted the device,waiting for the beep to pull out and check again.

positive.

Hyunsik cried,how was he going to tell Sungjae?

Neither have ever talked about having kids. What if Sungjae asks him to get an abortion or leaves him to be a single parent?

Those thoughts just made him cry even more.

It wasn't until his door opened that he stopped crying. It was Sungjae.

"babe? what's wrong? I could hear you cry from the front door",Sungjae frowned.

"s-sungie! no don't worry! I just...I was just thinking about everything that nas happened to me..to us..",Hyunsik said while glancing at the trash can,the tests on display.

"oh babe, you don't have to worry. Your parents can't bother us no more remember? We moved pretty far ,and now we can be together as I promised."

"I know...are you hungry? want me to cook something for you?"

Sungjae hummed,"not necessary ,I brought some food from the restaurant. I wanted you to not cook today,and we can talk about your day"

Hyunsik smiled nervously,"yeah..ok then. but let me use the bathroom first,i got so caught up in my thoughts I completely forgot to use it"

Sungjae laughed,"ok then. I'll pour us so drinks in the mean time~",he said while closing the door as he left.

Hyunsik sighed and stared at himself in the mirror. He was screwed.

_______

Working as a teacher had its benefits. You get to teach children,know the struggles of having one.

But Hyunsik was still scared. He had students that had no mother or father,and dealt with a single parent. And honestly,he looked up to those kinds of parents.

But Sungjae has been really needy lately. He would want more intimate moments,but obviously Hyunsik would cock block him. Hyunsik was always scared Sungjae would say something over the baby bump that has started to grow whenever he came to hug him from behind.

He wore baggier shirts, oversized sweaters to hide the baby bump. But he knew he couldn't keep it up long.

And soon,Sungjae caught up.

"hey..."

Hyunsik blinked,"hi"

"Hyunnie...are you ok?"

"of course I am. Why are you asking?"

"it's just... you've been throwing up lately and I asked if you wanted to go to the doctor but you panicked and said no... I'm worried. Baby please tell me what's going on. We haven't been very comfortable with one another"

That's when Hyunsik broke down. Of course Sungjae would notice one day, his time was up.

"sungie",he sobbed,"I'm pregnant. Please don't leave me. I didn't want to tell you cus I was scared you won't accept it"

"what? pregnant? and you never told me?! Hyunnie!",Sungjae whined. "Do you know how long I've waited for you to tell me this?!"

Hyunsik sniffed,"your not angry?"

"of course not! I love you so much baby, I wouldn't trade you for the world.. neither my child"

Hyunsik smiled through his tears,and kissed Sungjae.

"by the way...it's a boy"

"OMYGO-"

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