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Where I dump all my ideas. Some personal gibberish about my life, some random poems, some intros for a story I'll never write.. the list goes on...

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Guilt

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by FruitSaladd_

by FruitSaladd_

The glowing screen in my hands that held thousands of words and millions of memories, now on the floor with a crack. A black tar-like substance slowly consuming me. I wanted to break free.
But,
Can I?
Was I worthy?
The chains slowly crawled around my chest and around my limbs.

Tears ran down my rosy cheeks.

Selfish. Coward. Disgusting. Unworthy.
Unwanted. Insane. Fat. Mistake.

Thoughts raced through my head as I sobbed.

It was all my fault. I shouldn't have said those words. I shouldn't have done that. I should've been better. I shouldn't have existed. I'm so fucking stupid.

I searched for the door that would help me.
But,
There was nothing.
Why would there be? I didn't deserve it.

And with that, the darkness pulled me down. It was suffocating.