Do You Really Know Me?

Looking at her like no one does. That is literally what I’m doing right now.

I roamed my eyes around her room. Everything’s  at peace. I can only hear the tick-tocking clock and sound of leaves swaying slowly because of the wind. My eyes suddenly landed on the clock—2:00am.

I walked closer to where she is. The first thing I saw is her feet. That feet is just simple, no special descriptions since it’s just like the normal one. I laughed bitterly when I realized that no one noticed that those feet  aren’t just a feet. Well, who would bother to ask and notice things that are not really necessary?

As I stared longer to her feet, I felt kinda sad. Those feet aren’t just carrying the whole body. Its function is not only for walking,running,jumping,and hopping. Looking at her pitiful feet, it feels like she never stopped running and walking while finding herself.

You know what’s funny? I have the guts to call her feet as “pitiful” one but it doesn’t have any scar or what. My eyes are really something and it bothers me.

I took a glimpse on her hands. Seems like she’s been through a lot. Well, at first look, it looks so fine that you can even compare it to smooth and light feathers. After minutes of staring, I took a deep breath and my lips curved a little when a thought popped on my head.

Her hands are so good at doing things that I never expect that she’s capable of doing. Seems like no one noticed that since she’s good at playing hide and seek.

As I look at her longer, I noticed that her face is really angelic. So angelic to the point that you’ll think that she will never do something demonic. What a crap. Everyone who has that kind of mindset needs to learn and explore more.

Even how angelic your face is, I know that you are still capable of doing  not-so-good things. Don’t get persuaded by innocent face, you must also look on how she acts.

My eyes landed on her lips. She really has the softest lips that I’ve ever seen. No marks of liptints and lipstick. Everything is so pure and natural when it comes to her.

Her lips can be compared to a freshly picked strawberries. Well yeah,strawberries are really good right? Very eye-catching. Like strawberries, her lips is really eye-catching, especially when she smiles. But I just want you to know that not all eye-catching strawberries are sweet since some of them are still having the hint of sourness. Simply means that her lips are like strawberry ,sweet when she smiles, but sour when telling lies.

I knew her well that I am aware when she’s telling the truth or not. Looking at her eyes, you can really see her real emotions.

Personally, I do really believe that deep within in our eyes,there are something that can’t be explained by someone who’s not fond of digging deeper to other’s personality without them telling their story.

By looking at her right now, she’s  at peace since her eyes were closed. But everytime she opens her eyes, there are lots of emotions that can be seen through it.

Her lips are sweet when she smiles, right? But looking at her eyes, she seems empty. In her pupil, you can see that there’s a girl who’s stuck in the water. Waving her hands and struggling because she doesn’t know how to swim.

Since I knew her well, I noticed that the image in her pupil can be changed. Sometimes, that girl is in a maze. Anxiousness is running within her. She’s lost and can’t really find herself.

My eyes landed on the clock again. It’s now 3:00am. I didn’t even notice that an hour have passed already.

For the last time, I look at her and I smiled. I bid a goodbye to the dearest body of mine. Tomorrow morning, my parents will surely freak out once they notice that I am no longer living.