The first time.Everyone says that you have to feel it, that it happens once, with no redos or do-overs.
Well, that day, Travis and I were at his house alone, after his family had gone to Walmart. Travis had just gotten into an argument with his girlfriend, so he was upstairs in his room alone sobbing. While I was downstairs watching tv in his mother's favorite blue chair. I continued to hear crying from Travis room so I started to head up the stairs and check on him.
" Hey, Travis are you alright." Yelling from the middle of the steps, no answer of course. "knock, Knock I'm coming in hope your naked." A slight laugh came out, it's a little joke I always do. I walked into his dark room and went to sit with him on the bed. " Travis what's up with you sitting this dark room it's very emo of you," Travis smirks and he starts to turn on his game " you don't have to sit in here with me I'll be fine Ty." He said only looking at the tv screen.
" What's got you under the weather, Alice?" He hates when I trash talks her but I do it anyway I don't think it's a healthy relationship. " Please don't start today I'm really not in the mood," he said with an angry tone. Incoming text on messager from Clementine," Hey friend make sure you feed Charlie, please." while I'm sitting there watching Travis plays the game, I get to thinking how attractive he is when he is sad and upset with the world.
10 minutes go by of us just sitting in silence and I decide to break the ice. "So Travis how is working going so far, are you liking it?" No, respond not even a sound came out of Travis' mouth. I just sit back with my back against the wall staring at my phone. Travis removed his shirt, I won't even try to deny it, he looked way better when he was fat. " You like what you see, don't you." He said when he noticed I was obviously staring at him. " Please, whatever helps you sleep at night." I was so nervous, I really wanted to run out that door because I was giving that look and I know Travis was just sad about Alice I knew he wasn't thinking straight.
He placed himself over me, and I outlined his three tattoos with invisible lines. Suddenly he started to kiss me. I already knew it was going to end with more than just kissing. He looked at me " is this okay I don't want to make you uncomfortable." I nodded, giving him the consent. 20 minutes went by and we heard the door opening." Hey boys come help us get the groceries out the car please," said Vanessa. Travis hurries off of me and we got out clothes on super quick and rush down the stairs.
I guess you can say my first time with my best friend's brother was really uncomfortable and I regret it ever since then, but that awkward and disgusting night brought me amazing blessing nine months after.
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Phenomenal Man
General FictionWhen I found out I was going to be pregnant with my best friend's brother, I knew it was gonna be some trouble not only for me and him but for the world. How would the world react to the first man being pregnant?